Smiles Go a Long Way

Feb 7, 2012

2012-02-07T15:07:00.001-08:00

Mmmm new banana bread recipe!! No sugar or butter/oil. Uses applesauce and honey. I got the recipe off one of the pins on pinterest. (very addicting web page)

I am so grumpy today. I almost feel asleep in my chair going over a policy. Maria needs to stay asleep at night and Darren needs to get rid of the cold/flu thing he has!!!

Im going to do some turbo jam tonight. Its time for a good sweat. I also need a hair cut and get rid of the frizz!

Ryan, how was Zumba??? Good work out???

I thinking about taking another yoga class but it is pricey. I guess I can do my own yoga in the basement but it's not quite the same.

Personal Goals:
1) cut down on starches!!!
2) drink more water
3) sleep!!
4) at least 30 min of sweat exercise 4-5 times a week
5) limit snacks, if have to snack make good choices
6) read more
7) laugh more (with darren&maria)

Thats all for now.

Jan 31

2012-01-31T14:29:00.001-08:00

Wow, 3 posts in one month!!! I love having an app on the phone!!

I'm trying to think of what to make with the chicken breast tonight...maybe just a basic seasoned baked chicken. I could have potatoes or rice on the side or make them into wraps.... We will just have to see.

Two days of being in the office along is very draining. Uncle Greg is back tomorrow and hopefully Jen will be back on Thursday.

I just heard that Jessi and Andreas are moving to Edmonton. Jessi has been doing the youth and family ministry at the church. We had them over for games and really enjoyed hanging out with them. Sigh.... We finally make a Brooks friend all by ourselves. Hopefully we will be able to stay in contact.

Did I mention, we are going to see BB King in May with Jen B!!! I'm so excited! He is suppose to be awesome in concert.

Better get back to work ;)

Jan 29

2012-01-29T13:21:00.001-08:00

So I posted on the wrong site ( the last post was suppose to be for Maria's blog and I can't delete it. Oh well :))

Things are still going pretty good. Im a little worried about Darren. He seems to be on the edge of depression. I want to be able to help him but other than making sure he knows I love him and support his decisions with work. There isn't much I can think of doing. I have been encouraging him to get out to run more and that has been helping a lot in his mood. The warm weather has been an added bonus!!

I've been really trying to make our meals colorful. To make sure we are eating healthy but not sacrificing taste. My favorite staple right now is stir fry with rice noodles. Lots of veggies!!

A friend of mine found this recipe for no bake energy bites. Basically they are made of oatmeal, honey, coconut, peanut butter, flaxseed, vanilla, and a few chocolate chips. I prefer it with agave nectar instead of honey but good either way. The bonus is Darren doesn't care for it, so I don't have to share (except if Maria sees it)

I've also fallen in love with homemade kale chips. I can eat a whole head of kale for lunch plus an apple with peanut butter and feel satisfied!!

Well almost to the Hat to watch the end of the all star game and the Royal Rumble (Darren has been enjoying Monday and Friday wrestling). I'm going help with my sister's wedding projects.

Jan 29

2012-01-29T13:04:00.001-08:00

Its been tough for Darren and me to teach Maria to sit nice or at lead quiet for church. We don't want to disturb anyone else's worship with a chatty little girl. But today we packed Maria's minnie mouse dress up set and some yummy snacks. She behaved pretty good. She even decided to sit in the pew behind us with Laura Marie (who was happy to have her).

We are off to the hat this afternoon and less than 5 min in the car she was asleep hugging Cindy.

I've been trying to think where she picked up some of these maternal instincts. For Christmas she received two dolls and loves to rock, burp, push them in a stroller and tuck them into bed. She also brings them to me to watch and cuddle. I keep thinking back to the growing up with girls session we took and how much is learned and how much is part of who they are. It'll be interesting to see the difference if we have a boy next time.

Back at it

2012-01-24T14:21:00.001-08:00

I have been back at work for just over 2 weeks. It feels great! The mornings are still a little rough but habits take awhile to form. Maria is doing well at the sitters. So that makes for an easier time leaving her.

I painted our bedroom this weekend. It went from a icky flesh color to a nice grey. It feels so much better in the room now. I added some before and after pics. Next room, hallway... I'll need more than a weekend to do the living room, so that will have to wait.

I've been trying to get back into a habit of exercising but just haven't felt motivated. We are eating healthier(or trying too).

Darren has been starting to run again, which helps so much with his mood at work. He has also started looking for a new career direction. I'm hoping he comes up with something that he will love and a better fit.

Maria has been growing like a weed. I can't believe she is already 18months!!

Tis the Season!!

2011-12-20T10:09:00.000-08:00

I love this time of year. Getting together with family and friends and celebrating the birth of Jesus. Everyone seems to be more relaxed, except for the odd person that has to get that certain material object and forgets the really reason for the season.

We are headed out to BC for Chritmas and spending New Years in the Hat. It's going to be a busy couple of weeks.

Ohm before I forget, I finally passed my exam!!!!! It is such a relief to be done that! I go bAck to work right after the holidAys.

(Forgive the cApitAL ``A`s``, I`m using Mom`s laptop and it`s being a pain in the butt)

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2011-11-09T13:58:00.000-08:00

Well it's been awhile.... some days I think "I should go down and write on my blog" but then I get side tracked with other more pressing stuff (ie Maria).

Things are good. I am busily studying once again for that dreaded multiple choice exam. I picked up 5 practice exams and they have been wonderful! Hopefully by December I will be working again. That being said I met with a potential babysitter today. (Darren use to work with her husband) She was really nice and has two children of her own. I'm alright with her watching Maria. The only thing is they have a dog and two cats. Maria was frightened of the dog at first (she was like that with my in-laws dog too but got over it) and then after meeting the dog she met the cats. After a little bit the one cat hung around and she was used to seeing him and wasn't as scared. I think she will get used to the animals and maybe it will be good for her.

My thoughts, probably like any mom who is going back to work, are full of anxiety. Is it going to work okay, I'm going to miss being with her..... I've never felt this confused. I know we need the money and are pinching pretty good. We also need to be able to save up for a bigger car before a second child comes along......I want to sit and cry thinking about leaving her with someone else..... I've left for 3 days with Mom and Dad and never felt like this..... Am I ready for this!!!!

We took over the grade 4-6 youth nights. Its every other Friday and we had 18 kids the first night. next Friday will be night two and we are expecting that many more. We are glad we took it on and to be able to give that strength to the community feels great. I do the background organizing and Darren does the teaching. We work well together ;)

I've also been trying to eat better again. It's hard when you are home. It is so easy to grab a snack here and there without even thinking about it. I've been really good this week and we have a turtle pie in the fridge. I haven't been having a snack after supper, which has been a bad habit. I also have been drinking more water, not as much as I should yet but it's coming.

It's been tough since Darren's mom passed away. It still feels like something is missing. There are days I want to call or email her opinion on something and realize I can't. I was blessed to learn what I did from her and be able to have a wonderful relationship. She was and inspiring women and I hope to be a fraction of who she was.

2011-08-06T20:13:00.000-07:00

It's been a pretty busy summer. I can't believe it is already August. I should be back at work, but that will have to wait a couple of months. I am enjoying staying at home with Maria but some days I miss having the pay cheque and other adults around that don't talk about kids. I think what is stressing me out the most is I don't know what will happen. If I pass, there may or may not be a job for me and if I don't where am I going to find a job. (Jen your suggestion about openings at your company was tempting, if only we were in Calgary or I could work from home most of the time). I'm going to have to relax and get my head back on. Things always work out eventually.

We have two weddings this month. One on the 13th in Banff, which we are spending the weekend in Calgary. Darren is getting together with a few Bible college friends. I'm hopefully going to catch up with some friends I haven't seen in awhile. It should be a great time! (on Sunday I was thinking of doing some sort of inexpensive adventure/activity type thing, suggestions??)

The other one is in Langley on the 19th. It's a little bit of a drive but it is important that we attend. Ros is a very good friend of Darren's growing up. We are going as far as Winfield and dropping Maria off then driving the rest of the way. We are going to stay with Auntie Karen and Uncle Rob, maybe we will be lucky and get to meet two new babies!

Well that's all on my mind at the moment but I'll try to write more often. I just don't know where all the time goes.

2011-06-02T19:46:00.000-07:00

Well, I can't go back to work like I was expecting too. I found out today that I have to wait till September 21 to rewrite my exam. I'm not licensed until I pass. I thought I had one more try but forgot that I tried to write a year ago.

What am I going to do now? We need a little bit of income coming in from me. I never wanted to go back to retail and besides most places close at 5 or 6. So that rules out that option because we can't afford a babysitter and the pay I would be getting (I may as well not work).

I wish I had strengths and talents I could use to bring in income on the side.

Any suggestions!!!!

babysitters

2011-05-25T10:51:00.000-07:00

It is frustrating! To go back to work, we will need some one to watch Maria. There are people that I have found in Brooks that could but they are either too expensive or not great caregivers. The purpose of me going back to work is so we can make ends meet but if the babysitters are charging almost to what I am making, what's the point.... Sure they have to make a living too but most of them also have 4 other kids they are watching so multiply what they are charging by how many kids..... I should babysit. I could make Millions!!! Too bad I am not interested in the least.

If anyone has any suggestions please let me know!!!

2011-05-04T09:45:00.000-07:00

It was great playing ball again. I didn't realize how much I missed it. I did strike out twice but switched bats and hit the ball every time after that. Not bad for the first game in 10 years ;). Darren was pretty excited to see me run. I'm sure he has seen me run before...

I can't believe how sore my legs are. The tops of my thighs from baseball and my calves from swimming last night. Either I worked extra hard or I am still out of shape!

The thing I find the most frustrating right now is staying home. We do go out during the day for a walk or to the store but I get that bored feeling more often. I have been trying to focus on studying but having a hard time focusing. I need to write and pass this exam! I also feel like I need to snack all day. It has been terribly hard to avoid going to the cupboard or fridge and grabbing something to nibble on.

I still don't know what to do for caretaker for Maria during the day. It has been getting me a little worried.

2011-05-02T15:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my first ball game. It was great being out there playing again. It's been around 10 years! I struck out twice but as the afternoon progressed I started to hit the ball again. I made a great catch at home plate to put the runner out. I'm a little sore on the tops of my legs but feel great!

We have been trying to get out for a walk at least once a day. (Sometimes Maria & I go out twice). I feels great to get some fresh air and enjoy the beautiful weather that has finally arrived!

This weekend Darren & I are going to a Wanna-be's overnight thing at S.A.B.C. (grades 4-6). There are at least 37 kids attending! It should be a lot of fun. Maria is going to stay at Grandma's for a couple of nights.

Snacking over the winter was horrible. I am trying to fight the urge to go to the cupboard. It's helped since we have started budgeting. We haven't been having snackish foods in the house. Right now my favorite snacks are apples, and almonds(honey roasted with some cayenne pepper, homemade). I found a healthier scone recipe that is really good, the scones are moist.

It was hard during the Easter weekend because there was a lot of great food (not all unhealthy) but the quantity that you want to eat destroys you.

Off to vote for the first time!!

2011-04-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

Ahh a moment of peace and quiet. It's been a cranky couple of weeks. Maria has four teeth making an appearance and the last two are not being nice.

It's funny how weeks get filled up and you can't understand how. Every weekend in May is now filled except one. We are going to two youth gatherings. May 6&7 will be grades 4-6 and May long will be grade 9+. It should be pretty fun. Darren has been helping out with the grade 4-6 Wanna Be's group every other Friday organizing games to play. Maria and I went to the last one on Friday and it was crazy. Those kids have so much energy. Maria made a friend with one of the grade 6 girls and hung out with her most of the night playing with a balloon.

I'm going to write my level one exam on May 16th. Then *crossing fingers* I can write level two in June.

We are taking Maria to Grandma & pa's for a few days. Well, Wednesday-Sunday (we will be there Saturday). I'm going to use the time to study and get some work done around the house and yard. Friday is going to be an outside day of raking and trimming lilac bushes.

We have put ourselves on a strict budget. We are on week three and so far it has been going pretty good. There has been a few expenses that we weren't expecting but we have managed. It's been nice organizing meals a week in advance, then we can be excited for our next meal.

I've just finished going through most of my magazines I have collected over the years and cut out recipes or home ideas. I'm putting the recipes in a binder and the home ideas are going into a scrap book.

Baseball starts the first weekend in May. We are for sure playing on Sunday afternoon/evenings and some week night games. I'm pretty excited but nervous as well. I haven't played ball in 10 years. Good thing is my gloves has only been used for one season, so it's almost like new.

Vancouver is doing AWESOME!!! We weren't expecting a win last night but we welcome it. Only one more win and we move on!! It feels good to be up 3-0 in the series against Chicago, especially because of the history.

I hear someone banging up stairs I better go check to see what's going on.

2011-04-05T10:06:00.000-07:00

Productive week so far!

Yesterday Maria and I walked over to Jody's and played with her boys. while I was there I dropped of my baseball fee (that's right I am playing slow pitch this year, if they have enough people on the team). We all went for a walk after supper. Darren and I cleaned out our bedroom. (Our bed is in the living room right now, that was weird sleeping in there last night)

Today I have shampooed the bedroom (that was the blackest water I have ever seen in a shampooer). I washed the curtains and am going to hem then so they are dragging on the floor before I put them back up.

I plan on shampooing the new throw rug in the living room and Maria's room, and all the basement rugs (those are going to be filthy). Also I have been going through old magazines and ripping out the stuff I want to keep, recipes and decorating examples of what I like. I am going to put them in a scrapbook for easy reference.

I have decided to get back to the books and write my next exam. I'm thinking the Monday before Easter.

It feels great to get things done! Tomorrow I'm going to see if I can finish the bag I'm sewing.

2011-03-27T18:53:00.000-07:00

What a couple of weeks! I am a little frustrated with multiple choice exams. I keep having to rewrite because I miss the mark by a couple of points. It's not that I'm not studying. I was spending a lot of time reviewing my books and doing practice questions. I missed out on fun family things too :(. Now the deadline has past. I'm going to have to start my licensing from scratch, meaning more exams, sigh. Hopefully this time it won't be as horrible, since I have been reviewing for the last month.

Maria is spending a couple of nights at mom and dad's this weekend. I'm going to the Hat tommorrow morning to pick her up. It's been lonely but at the same time relaxing not having her in the house. We slept in this morning till 9 and was able to lie in bed with no worries in the world. What luxury!

Darren and I needed this day to regroup. We have been on different pages the last couple of weeks and at each others throats. It's been a real nice time together.

Every other Friday we have started having a movie night with a couple of friends. There is no name fir our club yet but that will come. We had to have it last night instead of Friday this time do to a shopping spree. Last night we watched Deathproof and Reservoir Dogs. They were both really good movies.

I haven't been to the pool for a couple of weeks do to cold I have been struggling with. This week I'm feeling better so back into the swing of things!

2011-03-07T08:59:00.000-08:00

It's been hard to get down here to blog....I know excuses, excuses...but if you had a basement that made your fingers numb you wouldn't want to come down either.

I've been fighting off this cold that has made it's rounds in the family. I have booked my exam for the 14th and am trying to focus on studying. I was able to get a bunch done on the weekend but it'll be tougher this week. Maria likes attention. I'll use her naps and the evenings. That should work..... I have a little anxiety about writing exams especially multiple choice. Any suggestions?

I finally get to go for Sushi!! After the exam on Monday Darren is taking me to Globefish http://www.globefish.ca/! I haven't had great sushi since before I was pregnant, I am so excited!

On top of going to the pool twice a week, I'm going to take a yoga class Monday mornings. I'm hoping that will help with my stiff muscles. The pool classes have been great, the instructor we have now has us swim laps. I am finding that I am getting a good cardio workout!

On Wednesday evening a piece of floor got jammed into the bottom of my foot. It wasn't this little splinter but this 3 inch spear. Darren was able to take it out and I cleaned and wrapped it. It's been healing nicely but there is still a little tender spot.

2011-02-18T13:53:00.000-08:00

I've just started watching Being Erica. I have been enjoying it a lot. It's get me thinking about my own regrets. It has been putting everything in perspective.

My past hasn't always been easy or happy but I can't complain about it. I have lived a wonderful life so far. I have great parents and siblings. My extended family is loving. I grew up safe.

I have made my share of bad choices. And they were my choices. I started dating Mike in high school, had the opportunity to move on from that relationship in university but didn't want to deal with the heart ache. He had his share of issues but there was something about him that kept me in the relationship. We got married and less than 3 months, he was distant and we argued more often, less that 6 months he had moved out and went to Vancouver. To this day I don't know how it came to the extreme. It took a long time and more terrible choices to move on from that pain.

I went out to the local pub with friends nearly every night. I ended up sleeping with a mutual friend on more than one occasion and usually after drinking. There were also a few other guys in that time as well. I didn't care at the time. I wanted to forget, I wanted to feel needed/loved/wanted.

Then one day that all changed, I went to the fireworks with a few friends from work. There was this one guy that had always been a friend. We ended up hanging out after and talking all night. There was a spark that neither of us had seen before. It took about a year of casual dating and hanging out to finally realize that we were meant for each other. (I felt is a lot sooner than he did but I needed to be patient and not push him)

He is a wonderful, caring, intelligent man. He does have his quirks but they make him who he is. We have made a wonderful marriage and have a beautiful little girl. It's hard to believe that God has a plan for each one of us. If I hadn't made the choices I had made earlier in my life, I may have never met Darren.

As for regrets and do overs, sure there are things in my past that I'm not proud of or would like to change but those choices have made me who I am today. I wouldn't give that up for the world. :)

2011-02-13T19:26:00.000-08:00

I've been starting to feel the swimming workouts. Thursday class is more cardio in the deep end, and that is great! Wednesday are okay if less than 20 people show up (which hasn't been the case the last two weeks) It's a little hard to do the exercises properly when you don't have any room.

On Friday morning I looked out Maria's window and right there was a deer eating the buds off the branches of our trees.

Yesterday Darren fixed the oven!! I'm torn with excitement and disappointment. On one hand it's nice that we don't have to buy a new one yet and Darren fixed it by himself (he's not the handiest man) and on the other hand I was sort of hoping we would get to buy a new one. To celebrate I made cookies (chocolate, white chocolate chip and dried cranberries) YUM YUM

Maria and I went to the pool with Byron, Andrea and Rylan. This is the second time we have brought Maria and she did well but was very serious the whole time. Not a time to have fun, apparently.

I tried a new recipe for pork chops. It had a rhubarb chutney and a dry rub of cloves, cumin and cinnamon. SO GOOD!!! I served it with broccoli florets, and roasted potatoes. I also tried a recipe called shitake crisps. Basically you slowly bake the mushrooms until they are dry. They have a flavor and texture of bacon. (a bacon substitute....hmmm what to put them in)

For brunch I made pancakes, turkey bacon, and fresh strawberries/blueberries. That was a really nice meal. I love turkey bacon.

Tomorrow Darren is going to make a Greek inspired meal with chicken and Greek salad. I can't wait.

2011-02-01T15:37:00.000-08:00

We had such a wonderful visit this weekend. The biggest surprise was April came! It was great catching up with everyone. It feels like it is a long time in between visits but I guess that's what happens when you live in different cities.

Maria played really well with the puppies, they also played well with her. Eric got a few shots of her through the day but she wouldn't give him a smile. Such a hard customer.(http://ericstenbergphotography.blogspot.com/2011/01/weekend-visit-with-delightful.html)

I am trying to focus on studying for my level two exam. I have started (that's the first step) but I need to spend more time reviewing. I might have to start looking at my books in the evening when Darren is home... Focus Jenny FOCUS!!

We had a wonderful salad last night. I grilled up some chicken, and we added mushrooms, cheese, homemade croutons, avocado and placed it on a big helping of spinach! I was having a chocolate attack so I made chocolate fudge cookies from Simply Great cookbook. They were pretty good especially with some ice cream and blueberries ;). I have been starting to eat oatmeal for breakfast again. Have to get into those good habits.

2011-01-28T19:17:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since I blogged. We had a wonderful Christmas. Since Darren has a new position his weekends are free from work. It's been wonderful having him around. Anyways we were able to go to B.C. To see his family. The weather was great and Maria did a good job in the car. (it was her first long trip over 2 hours)

Then the snow hit! What a snow it was. It made everything so beautiful and white. Now everything is white with brown specs. We are suppose to be in for another good storm this weekend.

Last night we hand a old friend (Dean) from Chapters over for dinner. He was doing a seminar about cultural diversity at one on the schools this week. It was a wonderful visit and to catch up on what each of us has done. I made my favorite butter chicken recipe with green beans, brown rice and whole wheat naan (found as superstore). The meal was yummy!

This weekend (weather permitting) Ryan, Nat and Eric are coming for the day. Ryan is bringing his homemade chili. Yum Yum!

Maria has been taking up even more time than before. Who knew a person that small can be such a handful. She is on the cusp of crawling but prefers to stand (with help). We have started her on solids (yams and blueberries are the favorites so far) She has learned to SCREAM in delight and has almost finished with the second tooth.

I am still heading to the pool whenever I can. I think I might have to add additional exercise in my routine. Maybe when Maria naps and before I study. (That should wake me up). I have to write my level 2 exam before April. So I am trying to make time to look at my book. I've opened them now so that's the first step now to spend an hour a day then I should be ready by the end of Feb.

I am really trying to watch what I am eating. It's hard some days. I feel hungry but nothing is satisfying. Then I feel horrible because I ate too much. FRUSTRATING!

2010-11-16T13:28:00.000-08:00

Had my follow up on my blood work. My iron is still low (not as low as when I was pregnant but low), my good cholesterol is at 8 (which is okay) and bad cholesterol is at 5.7 (which they want you under 5). I have to watch my diet for the next 6 months, (eat more oatmeal) as well as cardio exercise (which I have just started with aqua size). Hopefully that will help and I won't have to go on any medication.

Aquasize

2010-11-12T15:55:00.000-08:00

It's being really good going to the pool a couple of times a week. The workouts have been fantastic. I found the shallow end to be more challenging and intense but the deep end is more fun. I can feel my abs again!! That is the most exciting thing in the world, maybe I'll see them again too! I'm going to continue going as much as my schedule can let me. Darren is usually home by the time I need to leave so it works out great! He keeps telling me he is so proud. (I think he enjoys seeing me get out of the house and workout)

I've had a lot more energy lately as well. Next step is to continue my good eating habits and destroy the bad ones!

2010-11-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

Tonight was my first experience with deep water aqua-size. It was FANTASTIC!! It is every Tues and Thurs 8-9pm. As long as Darren is home I will be able to go! The work out was great. It's funny how much you work. It doesn't seem like much because you are in the pool having fun.

Getting home tonight, I feel wonderful. Full of energy and like weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

2010-10-25T15:53:00.000-07:00

We got the Wii board working again after about a year of no use. I'm going to start using Wii fit again to get back into the swing of things slowly.

This weekend was Khloe's baptism. The service was nice. We headed over to Jo's after church. We visited and the kids got passed around the aunt's and uncle's.

This week there isn't too much on the go until the weekend. Lauren's confirmation is on Saturday night and Sunday morning. She is also playing in a volleyball tournament. We'll probably take a walk down to the junior high to watch.

Darren and I have been thinking about what the best course for going back to work would be for me. We've come up with part time for the first bit (all mornings or 3 times a week depending what works best) This way I can be around for Maria as she has all that growing up between ages 1 and 2. We still have a bit of time to figure all that out when time gets closer.

PLAN

2010-10-19T09:11:00.000-07:00

I have a plan. After having a couple of depressing days late last week, I have gotten a bit more sleep and talked to Darren about things. Anyways part of the plan: in Jan the Rec Centre is offering Mom and baby fitness (water fitness geared towards the parent as the baby floats around in a flotation device), and Starfish (swimming lessons for baby) I'm going to join both. It'll be good to meet other parents and take Maria to play in the water. Maria could start these classes next month but I feel more comfortable when she'll be 6 months.

The house is slowly getting cleaned (not just straightened). The outside needs to be done, raking, putting the hose away and trimming the bushes. Hopefully we can work on that Saturday before going to the Hat.

2010-10-14T21:17:00.000-07:00

What a week!! The weekend was full of family. Our freezer decided to not work and luckily I caught it before we lost all the food we had bought the day before. Maria had a doctors appointment ( up to 9 lbs now!) today. I am bushed!

This is Grandma Martha with all her grandkids (except for two). Not a bad looking bunch.

I've been feeling very frumpy lately. It's hard taking off the little belly weight I have. That 10 pounds is harassing me. (granted until I stop breast feeding it will continue to be there) I am trying to get out and walk everyday. I need to work in some core exercises when Maria goes down for a nap.

For supper I made a beef stir fry with whole wheat noodles. It wasn't the best but was pretty good.

Thanksgiving!

2010-10-08T20:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

It's hard to believe it, Thanksgiving already. My little girl is 3 months old. There has been soo many blessings in the last year that I am overwhelmed with happiness!

We are heading to the Hat tomorrow morning. Grandma Alice is hosting dinner in the afternoon (Darren and I are making dressing. I also made crust-less pumpkin pie and pork buns).

On Sunday we are celebrating Grandma Martha's 80th birthday (Oct 16). Sunday is the actual day Grandpa would have turned 80 but he passed away earlier this year.

We are going to use Monday as a relax day. (get some yard work done) Maybe go for a nice LONG walk around town. (especially after all the food that is being served this weekend).

Where did September go!

2010-09-30T13:47:00.000-07:00

Talk about waiting till the last moment. I can't believe September is over. I had to go renew my license plate today. I kept forgetting, thinking I had more time!

On the drive to the Hat yesterday morning there was a low lying fog covering the fields. It looked magical. In spots there were silhouettes of horses or cows. This time of year is WONDERFUL!

We are going to Medicine Hat on Saturday to see about getting blinds, go to value village(for baby clothes) and celebrate Jason's birthday. On Sunday my Aunt and cousins are putting on a baby shower at the church for Khloe, Rylan and Maria. 3 in 1 It should be pretty fun.

I'm slowly getting cards made. It's hard when you have a little one that wants to sit on your lap. She does have times where she'll play on her mat but gets bored easily.

Yesterday I made a deconstructed sushi salad. It was pretty good. It had all the same ingredients as a California roll. I got it out of the Simply Food cookbook. Tonight we are going to have Vietnamese subs. Tomorrow I am going to make Butter chicken (my lighter version)

2010-09-28T18:32:00.000-07:00

It's been a pretty eventful week. Maria rolled over and we had a family birthday party for Jamie. Darren and I are attending a course at the Church called Lutheranism 101, it runs Monday nights. We thought since we are attending that church it might be nice for more knowledge on why we do the things we do and to get to know other people. On Wednesdays we are attending the "Bringing up girls" class.

I can't believe how beautiful the fall is right now. The leaves are yellow and falling from the trees. All except for the tree in our front yard which is a cranberry color. It is a nice contrast. I'll see if I remember to get a picture.

2010-09-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

I didn't realize I hadn't said anything since last Wednesday! It's been busy week. Thursday both Maria and i had Doctors appointments. Mom came to babysit so I could go to mine. While I was there Mom recieved a last minute invite for a get together at Cookie Grandma's (my great grandma). So we headed over to her place to visit with a bunch of family and had pizza. I made sure to get a 5 generation picture. This one has the first born girls in each family. Cookie Grandma, Grandma Alice, Mom, Me and Maria. I have to get my brother to send over a copy of the picture.

On Friday, Darren found out he has the weekend off. So we headed up to Calgary for some much needed shopping and visiting. We stopped at Grandpa Stauffer's for about an hour and then headed to Chinook mall where we met up with Jen. Darren was able to pick up some new duds. Maria was wide awake the whole time wanting to be carried. It was funny how people move over for strollers (except for the teenage girls).

That evening we went over to Leanne & Reno's for supper and to spend the night. The kids were excited to see us (well to see Maria). It was so hard for them to stay there distance though (they both had a cold). We ended up going to Auntie Lorna's for a short visit after the kids went to bed.

Sunday we attended Harvest Hills Alliance and visited with Uncle Harold & Auntie Grace. In the afternoon we went to visit Ryan, Eric, Nat & Maggie. Maria met her first puppy and Maggie adored her (after she figured out what that small thing was)

We had a couple of relaxing days at home. Wednesday we made our weekly trip to the Hat. In the evening Darren & I dropped Maria off with Byron and we went to a course called Bringing up Girls. It's going to be pretty interesting.

Yesterday Maria and I relaxed. Darren came home and we decided to go for a drive. There is a 2 acre lot that might be for sale (Darren's co-worker). The yard is pretty big, the house looks okay from the outside, maybe new siding is needed, but has a wrap-a-round deck. I would like to see what the inside looks like. We continued on the roads and ended up just driving for a couple of hours. It was nice to talk and see the country side. It's been awhile since I have been out in those areas.

Tonight I am making French Onion soup (baked with cheese) Yum Yum!

2010-09-15T21:33:00.000-07:00

There hasn't been a lot going on in the last week. Jolene and the girls came to visit on Monday. Maria had her 2 month shots tonight. Mom is coming tomorrow to babysit while I go to the doctor.

I made yummy pork buns and corn on the cob tonight. Such a favorite meal. I'm not to sure how healthy they are though with the white bread dough....

My aunt is throwing a (three way) baby shower on October 3, if anyone wants to come let me know and I will send the information.

It was pretty neat. I have finally seen the first and last episodes of Gilmore girls. Such a good show.

Tomorrow while Mom is here or maybe I'll wait till Friday, I need to go tot the office and do a 10 minute course online to continue my license. At least I only need to do one. After that I need to start to focus on studying for my level 2 exam. I need to write that and pass before April.

On Wednesday nights we are going to go to a study at the church based on a book called Raising Girls. It sounds really interesting, I had a look at the book on Sunday.

I think it might me beef stew tomorrow....I'll let you know.

Pffft

2010-09-12T12:14:00.000-07:00

NHL Hockey 11, Pffft. I don't care for the time it takes Darren from helping me. He plays till wee hours in the night, then complains about being tired. The excitement will wear off but 1 or 2 hours is lots of time not 5 or 6 hours!

I made Chinese dumpling last night. Mmm they were good! It is another recipe to add to my good list. I got the recipe form Eat Shrink and be Merry. We had fresh corn on the cob, it was so sweet and wonderful!

The bathroom is done and there are no holes in the silicon for water to get into! That shower yesterday was fabulous!

Guess what time I was in bed last night.... 9:00pm and asleep by 9:30pm! I read for a bit but my eyes just dropped. I've been able to get 4 hours of uninterrupted sleep a night!

Today Maria is 2 months old!

Bathroom

2010-09-10T08:21:00.000-07:00

So last Saturday night Darren started to peel the silicon off the tub. (It was in horrible shape and had holes in it). On Sunday he started to clean and remove all of it. That being said, he was getting pretty frustrated and was contemplating redoing the whole tub surround. We did decide for the moment to do the quick fix.

Monday we went to Medicine Hat for an anniversary dinner.(Borrowed Mom's shower)Mom and Dad babysat Maria. It felt wonderful to go out just the two of us. The only problem we had was the two restaurants that we wanted to go to were closed. Apparently Thai and Japanese owners take off Mondays. We ended up at Tony Roma's, food was okay and over priced. Our drinks weren't great, I ordered a raspberry romartini (the picture showed it on ice but it came as a slush. Darren ordered a black russian and they forgot the black part. We did have a good time though.

Tuesday after work he finished cleaning the tub. He let it dry over night. I headed to Medicine Hat on Wednesday for my weekly trip, took advantage of Mom's shower again. Darren got up early and borrowed Byron's shower. When he got home he started to silicon the tub. I stay away when he is doing stuff like this, the remarks coming out of the bathroom weren't pleasant. He ran out of silicon.

I picked some up last night when I went grocery shopping and he finished the job. We are now waiting for it to dry before indulging in a shower. (He also needs to clean up the HUGE mess in the bathroom)

I guess you can say we have be conserving water in our house ;).

Back at it.

2010-09-09T07:40:00.000-07:00

So I have been working on a blog page for Maria and her photos (if you would like to be able to view it send me your email address so I can send you an invite). Now I can focus my page back to me. :)

In the next little bit I am going to share some FANTASTIC recipes I have found. With hopefully some sort of picture to go with it.

I'm not sure what to make for supper today. Maybe I'll make pork buns again, they went over really well.

I'm also working on a new look for my page.

Anniversary

2010-08-31T08:38:00.000-07:00

It has already been two years since we have tied the knot. I can't believe how time flies. It seems like yesterday we were sitting next to each other watching fireworks. I'm not sure what we are going to do to celebrate our anniversary. We won't be going for dinner tonight, besides there really isn't a place I want to go in Brooks. We will just have to wait until we get to Calgary or Medicine Hat.

Look at us today, happily married, and raising a beautiful little girl.

This was taken on Sunday at my brothers place. We were celebrating Rylan's baptism and Byron & Andrea's 1st wedding anniversary.

We were troopers, since it was drizzling outside.

Payton (my 2 year old niece) has a fetish for shoes bigger than my own. Here she is wear my heels. She was walking in them very well too. When she comes over to our place she takes off and tries on all the shoes that she can reach.

2010-08-28T19:39:00.000-07:00

Today was a much better day. We had a good talk and he felt terrible, and I felt terrible but everything is in ship shape again!

I washed the car (needed it badly), we went for a hour and half walk. I made steamed pork buns with corn on the cob for supper. (The pork buns turned out awesome and weren't to hard to make). We did some laundry, declogged our kitchen sink and relaxed watching MASH season finale. I'm working on some cards at the moment.

Here are some pictures of my pies:

Venting

2010-08-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

Venting for the day (most days aren't like this)

I find it frustrating that I am taking care of a baby 24/7 and when I ask someone to watch her for a bit while I have some me time, that is asking too much. Yet, if I were making supper or doing some cleaning, it doesn't seem to be a problem. Is it too much to ask for an hour by myself with not worrying about the baby. Nights like this make me want to go back to work and tell my husband to take the year off. The excuse of I don't know what to do with her, doesn't cut it. AS IF I KNOW, I'm learning too. Oh, and babies have wet diapers, not just dirty ones, and they go through a lot. Stop complaining how many time you need to change her diaper. Try doing it all day and most of the night. Maybe I will have to leave for a day.

I talk about stopping breastfeeding or at least incorporating formula part time and I get scolded. It's not his breast that needs to be there every 3 hours for a feeding. (On the most part I don't mind, except when I need a break or get extremely tired) Pumping helps a little and I would pump more if I knew he would feed her with it. (right now I use it for when we have company or if I leave her with someone for a bit while I run some errands, like when I went to Superstore).

I don't talk to hear myself speak. I have have one way conversations all day, I prefer not to have them with someone that can talk back or at least listen when I am speaking. I'm sorry my days are boring.

The last thing is I don't ask much when it comes to household chores BUT the garbage needs to be taken out. Please put a bag back in the garbage can and don't forget to empty ALL garbage's, especially the diaper one. Instead let's leave that one in the middle of the kitchen smelling up the joint and not empty it so it can be put back into the nursery.

I understand that you are tense and feeling like you need some fun but don't you think I need that too?

Terrible

2010-08-26T15:32:00.000-07:00

There has been so many terrible stories in the news for the last month about babies. The most recent one and the one that got me thinking is about the 7 week old that was orphaned when both parents were killed in a car crash. It got me thinking about what if something happened to Darren and me? Who would take care of Maria? Would there be a fight between our two families? The other thing is we don't have a nice picture of the three of us together, or a recent one of me and her. We are now thinking about making a will. We already have life insurance. And this weekend we will take a nice picture of the three of us, since we will be dressed up for Rylan's baptism.

(The other two stories had to do with mistreatment of the babies to cause death. One was 24 days old and the other was 18 months, there has been charges for manslaughter for each case)

On a happier note. Maria is sleeping much better at night. I am getting 4 hours of consecutive sleep 5 out of 6 nights! It feels so good to wake up rested.

It felt great to go to the Hat yesterday. I worked on some stamping (with help from my two year old niece). I left Maria with Mom & Dad and was able to go to Superstore to get some groceries.

I finally took out my yoga DVD and did some yoga. I'm not going to lie, it was tough. If I continue everyday then maybe my body will be limber again. I'm slowly working my way to more intense workouts. Maria and I also went for a walk this afternoon, she of course didn't sleep. Tonight for supper I am going to make chicken enchiladas. With carrots and cucumbers on the side.

Pictures:

Didn't know how to flip it.

2010-08-24T17:01:00.000-07:00

Another week has gone by. I am having troubles getting time to write on here, not that I have a lot of new stories to tell :).

I just saw my cousin's new website, http://www.davidfuller.ca/ He is a visual journalist. I am impressed with what he can capture with a camera.

We have been working on budgeting. It has been needed a lot more now that I'm not working. I think we have figured out where we can cut down on some spending. Hopefully we can stick to it. We were trying to figure out how to decrease our grocery bill. One thing we are going to try is to buy a lot of our groceries in the Hat (Superstore or Costco). The price of groceries is a cheaper there than it is here and since I am going to visit Mom and Jo anyways I may as well get groceries.

Last night Maria slept awesome! we put her to bed at 11pm, she woke up at 4am and again at 8am. It was such a great feeling to get 4 hours of sleep at once. I can't remember what it feels like to sleep more than that at a time. What a treat!

Darren's parents were here Sunday and Monday. It was so nice to have them here! I was able to get some laundry done and some well needed baking (couple of pies). It was also nice to have an adult to talk to during the day. The only unfortunate thing was Darren was working both days. He didn't get home until 9pm on Sunday. At least he got a little time with them.

I'm off to the Hat again tomorrow. I feel it's nice to get out of the house. When we stay at home I tend to nap more than I want to and it makes me feel lazy.

2010-08-18T11:36:00.000-07:00

Well we did it. Maria and I ventured out of Brooks and headed to the Hat. She did really well, slept the whole way there with a slight peep when we got to the city. I think we will go and visit Mom once a week or every other week at least. It felt wonderful to get out of town.

I do have some new pics but I haven't put them on the computer yet.

So now things have gotten into some sort of routine, I am seeing things that I would like to do. I need a haircut, but I can't go until I figure out what I would like done. Conservatively I will get my bangs cut and a trim. Extreme I will get it really short, maybe shorter than last year. Only time will tell.

The basement still needs to be cleaned up so I have a place to do my Yoga but that project has to be done when someone else is watching Maria. There isn't enough time in between her naps to get anything productive done.

I have some apples from Byron's that I need to do something with. I am thinking of freezing a couple of pies. Probably tonight I will make some crust. I'm trying to think of other things to make other than the stand by Apple bars. I'll figure something out.

I wouldn't mind trying to make pepper jelly. Might not happen this year but next year.

Darren picked up my chair last Saturday!! He went up to Calgary with a buddy from work. The chair is fabulous! I am so happy to have it! It makes the bedroom feel like a get away. (especially after I spent one evening rearranging it so the chair will fit).

I have such a craving for Sushi! The good stuff! I could go to Safeway and get some from there but it just isn't the same. I keep telling myself, "Soon". I think the longer I wait the more I will enjoy it.

2010-08-10T21:52:00.000-07:00

Things are going smoothly around here. I feel like I have a full time job (no pay) without even leaving the house. I am glad when Darren gets home from work and I can take a well needed break (or try to). We haven't quite got a system down for that yet.

We invested in a new shower head. Darren was adjusting the old one and it broke. I was very excited! We now have one that you can take off the holder (it'll be great to rinse the bathtub off with when I clean it!)

Grandpa Stauffer and Auntie Lorna came to visit on Sunday. Auntie Lorna made us lunch. It was a great visit and we were glad they were able to see the house and meet Maria.

On Friday I made Butter Chicken. I have found a wonderful recipe that is much healthier for you. When I get time I am going to start posting winning recipes!

Goals for the week:

1) Get outside for a walk at least once a day.
2) Watch what I am eating. We are trying to get back into our healthy eating habit.
3) Get some of the basement cleaned up so I can start to do yoga again (it's too hot to do it upstairs)

I'm thinking fish, rice and veggies for supper tomorrow.

My niece after she got her faced painted.

Doctors appointment

2010-08-05T18:22:00.000-07:00

Today was Maria's Doctor's appointment. She is now weighing about 6lbs 6 oz and 21.5 inches. She is up a pound since she was born and grew 3 inches in length.

It was frustrating taking her today. She woke up from her nap while we were there and was fussy, crying the whole time the Doctor was looking at her. 1 minute of crying seems like an eternity, not to mention a whole 15 minutes!

It has been uncomfortably hot in the house today. I forgot to close the front door this afternoon, so the sun made it's hot presence into our living room. Needless to say lesson learned.

A high school friend of mine had a little girl the other day! She was slightly bigger than Maria but she can right on time, where as Maria was early.

A break!

2010-07-31T17:38:00.000-07:00

This weekend the city is celebrating 100 years. So far we have enjoyed a short parade, walking around city hall watching different types of entertainment, and enjoying the sunshine.

It felt so good to get out of the house for a couple of hours. Maria slept the whole time we were out. Tonight we are going to enjoy fireworks.

Tomorrow we are going to celebrate Kayley's 17th b-day. It'll be nice to have a visit with my cousins.

On Monday, since Darren doesn't have to work we are going to RELAX! (we will especially need it after all this family time)

Where does the time go!

2010-07-29T16:48:00.000-07:00

Being at home with a new baby is exhausting! My days have been filled with feeding, trying to get some naps, and changing diapers. Some days have been better than others. Some nights have been better than others. I do enjoy every minute of it, even though some of those minutes are exhausting.

I have noticed a change in her and it's only been 2 weeks. She is awake more often (never at the convenient times). She is a pretty content baby. She does have her fussy time (early evenings) but everyone does.

We are trying to convince her that sleeping at night is a good idea. So far 3 hours at a time seems to be her plan. We'll see if we can extend that to 4 hours!

Breastfeeding is rewarding and has tons of benefits. There are a few things that make me reconsider. I am the soul food supplier, Darren can't help with that. The leaking is uncontrollable!

I found out yesterday that I can get into my regular shorts. The waist is a little tight still but it beats wearing maternity shorts & pants that are too big. Slowly but surely they will fits better.

Yesterday was the first trip I took with Maria by myself. We went out to the lake to visit Auntie Leona and the girls. It was a 20 minute drive (plus a bit of time because we took a wrong turn, poor Andrea, she was following my out with Rylan, didn't know what I was doing) and Maria did pretty good, only cried for half of it. She slept the afternoon away snuggled up to anyone that wanted to hold her. I have found she isn't much of a car rider but loves the stroller. The funny thing is she is in the car seat with both of them.

In case you needed a baby fix, here are some pictures :)

1+1=3

2010-07-14T21:21:00.000-07:00

Here are a few pictures of our bundle of joy.

I even added a couple with Darren and I. All three of these are the first day.

This on is day 2 after a long night. :)

Well enjoy the photos. I'm going to have a nap until the next feeding.

Announcement!!!

2010-07-13T10:54:00.000-07:00

Our baby girl arrived July 12, 2010 at 3:16pm. She is 5lbs 5 oz, 18 inches long with a full head of dark hair. She is 2 weeks early. But very healthy and eats really well.

We had gone over to Byron and Andrea's to make supper for their return home from the hospital with little Rylan. I had been holding Rylan for a bit and I think he whispered into my belly telling Maria how wonderful it was in the outside world and she should come out to see. I started feeling slight contractions about 1am. I let Darren sleep. He went into work to drop off the phone in the morning. We arrived at the hospital around 11am, was about 3cm. By 2:30-3:00 we were ready to go.

I'm feeling pretty good except for a few pains here and there. We feel blessed to have this little girl.

We are going home tonight. Ahhh, sleeping in my own bed, shower and back to familiar sounds. (Hospitals are eerily quiet).

I will have to go into work at least once more to get things sealed up and give them my starting maternity date.

EXCITED!!!

2010-07-08T11:37:00.000-07:00

I have a new nephew!!! He was born around 12:30am, 6llbs 14 oz. They named him Rylin Glen Skanderup.

I talked to mom this morning and she says he is adorable! Long fingers, looks a lot like Andrea but with Byron's big blue eyes. I can't wait to meet him!! We won't be able to get up there until Friday night. Jolene is going to send me a photo via phone tonight.

So basically there are two down and just me to go. Now things are becoming a little more real. This kid could be here any day! I really should make sure the car seat is ready.....and pack a bag.

Want to know a pet peeve? Opening an Ikea bookshelf box and not finding any instructions. If this was a basic book shelf I would have been fine but it's a little more complicated than that. I did request Ikea email me a copy of the instructions they should be here in the next day or so.

SUPER EXCITED!!

2010-07-07T14:07:00.000-07:00

I am going to be an AUNTIE again!!! Andrea was induced this morning and contraction started around noon, they are in the hospital now!!! The suspense is killing me!!! More information to come in the next day!!

It makes me feel a little anxiety though, that means we are getting close to having ours!

The other good news that was received this morning was Uncle Harry has finally been able to get a kidney transplant. So, far things have taken really good. He has been waiting for one for around 2 years.

Wonderful weekend!!

2010-07-05T10:17:00.000-07:00

I won't get into too much detail about the weekend but will share a few highlights ;).

First for those of you waiting I finally have some belly pictures: http://ericstenbergphotography.blogspot.com/2010/07/jenny-darren-calgary-maternity.html#comment-form

I think Eric did a fabulous job for being indoors at 11:00 at night! I love the orange wall. The only thing is missing is my brightly lighted ass. (who know that such a little light would give off such a glow!!) THANKS ERIC!

Oh, while we are talking about Saturday night, the dinner was FANTASTIC! Fresh greens with raspberries, BBQ pork, and blue cheese croutons, mmmmmm...... Come over to my place to cook any time ;) (the mango frozen yogurt made up for me not getting my gelato, so adding to the wonderful experience)!

Thanks Jen for lunch at Avocado! The meal was yummy, I wish my stomach was bigger though.... Also thanks for putting up with both of us as we scoped out different pieces of furniture. It helped a lot with our Sunday pick ups.

We ended up with a new chaise lounge from EQ3. This is the look of it. I bought it with a steal colored fabric. It felt so lovely and fit to my body nicely. Unfortunately it didn't fit to Darren's as nicely but it is my chair so he wasn't to concerned ;). I just love the furniture in this store! There is a sectional couch that I love and bed I love. I think I will need a second job to afford everything I love! http://eq3.com/cat-eq3/process/locale/en_CA/currency/en_CA/index.html It will be ready for pick up in 6-9 weeks!!! I can't wait!

At Ikea we bought a beautiful bookshelf for the nursery. It has space for tall skinny books, organization boxes and and nicknack's the baby might receive. We also bought one of the cheap storage units for our shoes, (thanks Eric and Nat for the idea) Darren decided he is going to sand it with his new sander and paint it chocolate brown before we set it up. I am sooo excited! We did try out a nice chair that Darren thought would be good for the living room. We didn't buy it this time but eventually I think we will get it.

The last purchase was a TV. Darren was undecided until 3:30pm if he was going to buy it or not. He has been researching this purchase for over 2 months. He knew exactly what he wanted. I thought since he doesn't usually buy anything for himself, that he deserve something nice. It looks great in the room and the picture compared to what we had before is unbelievable! I think the other TV was around 10-12 years old. My brother and Darren palyed a few rounds of Soul Caliber after they set the TV up. Darren couldn't beleinve the details that he could see on the costumes.

Before we left the city we stopped at Grandpa Stauffer's and visited with him and Auntie Lorna. It has been a little while since we have seen them. It made a nice end to the Calgary trip.

Andrea is still waiting. The poor thing. She is constantly asked "Has the baby come", " Anything yet?!" I think all this questions are draining her. The positive thing is she is schedule to be induced on Wednesday morning, so I will have a new niece or nephew either Wednesday or Thursday!! I'm soo excited!!!!

Oh, I almost forgot about the experience of our motel on Saturday night!!! We decided to get a motel. So we drove to Motel village off of Banff trail. We thought, lets try this Motel, it has a sign that says best rates! So we saved $50 and got a room. We didn't have high expectations. The room was very clean (BONUS), the bed was comfy (we slept soo good) and basically that was it. Now for the experience! The bathroom (very clean and new tile work) I would say dated back to the 1960's. Think about our Grandma's bathroom, the bathtub and toilet was '60s blue. Very retro. The tub had 3 knobs, one for hot, second for cold and the third to turn the water on and off for the shower and lower nozzle (very odd). We lucked out and the toilet didn't stop flushing until we were leaving. I looked into the back of it to see why the tank wasn't filling but couldn't figure it out. I think they will need to replace it. Since the bed was comfy and we both had a great sleep I would give it 3 stars. I told Darren at least they invested in the most important part of the room. Oh, and if you wanted a clock, hairdryer, ironing board/iron, you had to go to the main office. I thought it was weird there was no clock in the room....

This got longer than I initially thought it would. I tried to add a few pictures to keep you from going cross-eyed as you read it.

Baby Pool

2010-07-02T10:06:00.000-07:00

I have added a new baby pool link. This one is much better and it allows for more guesses! Good luck to all!

http://bebepool.com/go/?a=darjentak&view=list#do_entry

Finally Friday!

2010-07-02T09:34:00.000-07:00

It would be an even better day if it was a day off. But I did have the luxery of spending a relaxing day at home yesterday.

What did we do for Canada Day?

We slept in, missed the big pancake breakfast bash. Instead I made pancakes for lunch with fresh fruit adn whipped cream, yum! Darren helped me finish off assembling my lasagnas. Feels good to have them in the freezer ready to deliver (and of course a couple for ourselves). I laid down for a bit watching Darren play Soul Caliber on PS3.

Byron called and asked if we wanted to check out the Rec Center activities. So we headed over there for about an hour. If you were a kid that LOVES bouncy house you were in you glory! Darren was in his glory because there was some international food stands. He tried a few vendors adn enjoyed every last moment of it! I snuck a few bites in too.

We picked up the stroller and swing from work (they have been sitting in the backroom for a few months, I thought it was time to take them home). When we got home Darren was showing me a new feature on the PS3 that you can rent or purchase movies. I curled up and fell asleep for about an hour and half. In the meantime Darren played soem more Soul Caliber.

Around 7:30 we headed over to Byron & Andrea's for hotdog roast/smores. It was a pretty good time. The weather was beautifiul and the misquitos weren't to horrible. Lastly to end the night we headed to where the fireworks were being set off. It was cool, we could see a little bit of Tilley's fireworks as well. I heard the Brooks 100 yr fireworks that are taking place August long are going to be spectacular. Hopefully I will be able to enjoy them.

The last couple of nights haven't been good sleeping nights. I have been waking up with a headache and congested. I know that most of it is due to hay fever, which makes things so fustrating.

Today has been a long day and it's only 10:30am. I'm crossing my fingers hoping the day will speed up a little.

We are off to Calgary tomorrow. Our last trip till the baby comes. I'm hoping to find a chaise lounge, a bookshelf and maybe a shoe rack.... we'll see. Darren wants to have a look at a certain TV he has had his eye on for a bit, to bad Future Shop has exclusive rights at the moment.

Can't wait to see everyone!

2010-06-30T14:58:00.000-07:00

So, I am feeling a lot better today. I have chalked up my craziness to pregnacy mood swings and lack of sleep.

Last night Darren and I went for a nice walk and had a great talk. Have I said lately how wonderful of a husband he is! I feel so blessed to have him in my life.

We played some more Beatles Rockband. It was so muggy in the house from the hot weather and the 10 minutes of light rain. Luckily our room was the prefect sleeping temperature adn we didn't have to sleep downstairs on the futon. (But it is ready to go if we need too)

We are still waiting for my new niece or nephew to arrive.... Hopefully soon!!!

Happy Canada Day!

Snap out of it!

2010-06-29T10:00:00.000-07:00

My goodness, somedays I just want to throw something. There is never a good reason why. I feel like my mood swings are getting worse. I want to be happy and excited. Yet, I feel down and depressed. I feel like I'm not getting enough "ME" attention. It seems all the attention I seem to get is all about the baby. (Don't get me wrong I am glad that people care enough to ask and want to how things are going)

What's it going to be like after the little one comes? The focus is still going to be on the baby. That's a fact of life. I'm not really worried about others but with Darren. Are we going to have that time together that we need? How to make time when you are both so tired? What have we gotten ourselves into?

I'll have a good cry later and feel 10 times better ;)

Darren has been doing really good in his healthy eating. He has really been trying not to over indulged on snacks or treats unless he thinks they are going to be worthy of his taste palate. Now if only my cooking can compete daily.

Hmmmm... maybe some gelato this weekend will be a good idea.....

Feeling a little better today

2010-06-25T15:42:00.000-07:00

Well it is Friday! I am expecting to have a pretty relaxing weekend. Darren is in the field for both Saturday and Sunday.

Tonight we are heading out to the lake. Jo, Jason & the girls are going to be out there. So I thought why not try out the swim suit I had bought for just the occasion. Besides it is bloody hot here.

We are having smokies for supper with fruit. I think we have had enough pasta for the next to weeks ;).

Well the day is almost over, time to pack up and head home.

Don't want to complain but goiing to anyways

2010-06-24T11:29:00.000-07:00

Darren is surprised about how calm and reasonable I am. He thought that I would become a crazy pregnant lady. Haha fooled him ;)

So a few complaints just to get them off my chest:

1) Please leave all the drama out of the office. Also we know that you always have sort of pain issue. We have a small office and the anger or frustration is starting to make my moods go sour.

2) Over sized fly in my office, hanging out on the roof can leave now or I will have to find something to whack you with.

3) Blotchy skin on my face isn't making me happy. I don't mind the weight gain, big belly (or as people have been commenting little belly for 8 months), exhaustion but the blood vessels can go back into hiding. No one needs to seen them. Makeup doesn't even help, it makes my skin oilier.

4) Toes curling behind my ribs aren't a pleasant feeling. At least you stop when i am standing or laying down...

Okay, that's all for negative complaints. The fly did stop buzzing after I wrote that comment....

Went to the Doctor today, everything is looking good. Gained 1.2lbs since last appointment, 128/76 blood pressure and the heart rate is 142bpm.

Sang some good old Beatles Rockband last night, even tried to do the guitar (not very good but can do okay with 3 fingers)

Darren said I made the best spaghetti sauce. I told him it was my famous homemade sauce I use for my lasagna. He did very well portioning himself so he didn't over eat. We are going to have that for left overs tonight.

I'm going to whip up a bunch of lasagnas and freeze them this weekend. I owe Dad a couple for Father's day, thought it would be nice for Andrea and Byron to have something in the freezer for after the baby arrives( nope has come yet....Andrea is hoping soon), and maybe a couple in our freezer for the same reason. I'm trying to think of what else I could make that would freeze well... if there are any ideas let me know.

Wrong side of the bed.

2010-06-23T11:22:00.000-07:00

I don't know what is with me this morning. I am as cranky as cranky can be. People in general annoy me. I am hoping that I don't get a lot of calls or walk-ins. That is a hopefully dream because I am by myself in the office until later this afternoon. So far, so good though.

I think I need to make another list, of things we actually NEED before the little one is here. My brain is tired of focusing a lot on the baby. I have been trying to focus on other things, it's not that I am not excited but one can only talk about one subject for sooo long. Thank goodness for work. I am able to focus on other things.

There are days when I feel Darren and I need a romantic get away. We have taken a few holidays this year but all of them were focused on family events. Maybe now wouldn't be a great time for something like that but I am missing that part of our relationship (though seeing that look in Darren's eye when i impress him with my wittiness and Rockband singing (rapping) abilities sure make s a girl swoon).

I am hoping we will be able to get away just the two of us eventually after the baby comes. It won't be right away but in the next year would be good. I was told about this hotel in Calgary, called Hotel Arts. I was looking at there website and thought it looked pretty cool. What I am craving now is the restaurant attached to it called Raw Bar. The pictures were making my mouth water so much last night that I had to wipe my face. http://www.hotelarts.ca/

Stuff

2010-06-22T11:29:00.000-07:00

There is a movie rental store closing down, so we decided to go and see what kind of deals they would have on sale. The movies weren't a good price at all, a lot of them we could have gotten at Wall mart for a lot cheaper. We did end up finding some good deals on PS3 and Wii games. For not having very many PS3 games to begin with we doubled our selection, including Beatles Rockband (my pick, which didn't get any argument from Darren). We have moved the PS3 upstairs and moved the DVD player downstairs. We are getting much more use out of the systems this way, since there isn't any proper seating downstairs yet.

We anticipating the arrival of my brother's little one. It should be any day now! Nothing like a new baby to add fun into a family. Now that Andrea is going to pop, I am feeling more & more anxious. Can I do this? What a responsibility?

After spending a couple of hours at Mom & Dad's on Sunday with the rest of the family. I was feeling very lazy. My sister always has something on the go, especially now that she has a 2 year old and newborn to take care of. My sister-in-law, is nesting, goes out for walks, visits people. Myself, I go to work, and by the time the day is over I am ready to lay down for the night. My mind wouldn't mind a walk but my body says "NAH", I haven't really nested at all, and the stuff that I want to get done I can't do because it involves lifting and moving boxes, or bending over (not an easy task to get up). On weekends I get so worn out by the afternoon, even if I am doing nothing. It is worse when we are visiting. Is it going is going to be worse the more we get into July?

From what it looks like we are planning on coming to Calgary July 3 weekend. I don't know which day and we might spend the night depending on what our schedule. There are a few things we would like to get done.
-Find a comfy chair
-go to Ikea for a bookshelf
-visit with Grandpa Stauffer & Auntie Lorna
-go for lunch/dinner with Jen
-see Ryan, Nat & Eric (possibly go for lunch/dinner)
-maybe look at Tv's

So we will see how things go. If anyone has a time for getting together that works best, let me know.

Baby supplies

2010-06-16T11:44:00.000-07:00

Been thinking a lot about what we still need before the baby comes. So I started to write down a list (besides people keep asking what we need). I have attached a copy of the list here. I couldn't believe how many things came to mind as I was writing. Who knew having a kid would fil up a room that quickly. Good thing we cleaned it out and are purging quite a bit of junk.

-Diapers (majority cloth) Assorted sizes….. Probably more medium & large
   -gdiapers http://www.gdiapers.com/
   -Fuzzi Bunz http://www.fuzzibunz.com/
   -Happy Hieny's http://www.happyheinys.com/ (one size)
   -Bummis http://www.bummis.com/ca/en/easy-fit.php?adr=2
-Diaperliners…depends on the diapers
-Diaper covers asstorted colors
-Diaper sprayer…. Example of one not necessary the one. http://www.bumgenius.com/diaper-sprayer.php
-Booster Seat with tray, infant to toddler (looks to have really good reviews) example: http://www.toysrus.com/product/index.jsp?productId=3553506
-Bottles/nipples
-Diaper pail (with lid and liner)
-Bottle sanitizer
-Bottle warmer
-Play Pen I think this is the one we liked (monkeys) http://www.sears.ca/product/graco-pack-n-play-tango-in-the-tongo-play-yard/32672220?ptag=1
-Baby Monitor, one with good distance (the walls in our home sometimes obstruct wireless signals)
-Diaper Bag (not sure what we are looking for exactly) not girly and easy to carry
-Soap/shampoo
-Frozen meals, so Darren doesn't have to cook much ;)
-Bookshelf cube like that I could put baskets in as well as stack books (Ikea?) picture ideas: Not sure on size, probably more like dresser size…
http://www.ec21.com/offer_detail/Sell_Dark_Walnut_Color_3x2--8162574.html
http://www.hotukdeals.com/item/323975/ikea-cube-bookcase-4x2-squares-expe
http://www.powellsfurniture.com/Item.aspx?ItemID=-1115442239&ItemNum=CL4949-CHY
-Non-wicker storage baskets for the bookshelf
-Closet Organizer (custom fit) idea http://orgjunkie.com/2008/05/speaking-of-closet-organizers.html (the pink kids one)
-Laundry Hamper (Not wicker) kid friendly idea on style : http://www.kaboodle.com/reviews/whitmor-aluminum-frame-laundry-hamper--latte-target
-Toy chest (not plastic) (one that can grow with the baby) used is okay as long it is in good condition
-Comfy Chair (it's a birthday present from Darren)

2010-06-15T15:19:00.000-07:00

The Basa fish was pretty good last night. Yet, I'm not going to say it was a favorite, not a lot of flavor, even with lemon juice and parsley.

Today went went out for lunch to Tim Horton's. It was a reasonably healthy choice. For supper we are going to have left over pasta & sauce and fish.

Darren is pretty excited that I am going to be helping him with making healthy choices and keeping him accountable. I love entering data adn coming out with results at the end, so I 'm happy to do it for him. I told all he needs to do is remember what he is eating, qualities, brands and how many minutes he walks when he is in the field.

I slept heavy last night. Didn't wake up until 6:30am! (it's a record!) I don't know if it had to do with the rain outside, the bath I had or the lack of sleep the night before but it felt great! I plan on having a good sleep tonight too.

It's been a little fustrating lately. I have started to notice that I'm not able to do as much as I would like physically. Bending down to pick something up or even to tie my shoe is becoming a pain in the butt. Squeezing through spaces that I think I have enough room doesn't work. I'm expecting it will get worse. I have 6 weeks (give or take) left, and in those weeks will be getting bigger and bigger. Soon , I will become an overstuffed whale!

The other fustration is being terribly tired all the time. Sitting wears me out, standing wears me out sleeping wears me out, work wears me out. How am I ever going to get anthing done? Do you think I am going to make it working until the very last moment... we will see!

We might have to take a trip up to Calgary and get Eric to take a few belly pictures... I'm starting to think it might be nice to have one or two to remember what I looked like. For some reason all the pictures that have been taken of me during this last 7 months don't show my shape, only above the shoulders.... hmmmm

Maybe on Darren next weekend off we will head up to Calgary, have dinner with Jen...(if she wants too), go to Ikea for a storage unit, look at finding a comfy chair for me to sit on with the baby. Visit Ryan, Eric & Nat, see how the house is shaping up... Man, that sounds exhausting ;)

Starting healthy eating thinking again

2010-06-14T11:59:00.000-07:00

Darren and I had a really good chat yesterday about Healthy eating. He is tired of putting too much crap in his body and soon I will have no excuse for the bits of treats I consume. (Besides I would love to loose this excess baby weight in a timely fashion). I will be helping him record wheat he is eating so he has an idea on paper.

Starting this week we are making a meal plan for the week, after supper tonight we will finalize it and go to the grocery store and stock our bare fridge (AND I mean bare, I don't think it has been this empty, even when we went on vacation)

Tonight will be basa fish with a lemon pepper spice rub, rice, and assorted veggies from the freezer. I don't know exactly what it will taste like but I'm expecting something along the lines of cod....

Had my 34 week appointment today, everything seems well.
BP: 121/74
HB: 132bpm (babies), 72bpm(mine, the dobbler picked up both)
Weight: right on schedule!

The weekend wore me out even more than I was. We had company all weekend due to the rodeo parade and pancake breakfast. Our two year niece sure can wear a person out. I felt bad for her because she wants to snuggle with me sometimes but I can't lift her up or bend down easily. She does get Auntie snuggles when we sit on the couch to read a book. Her and Darren had a great time playing games and doing yard work. She went with Mom & Dad to see the fireworks and loved it! She also kept looking out the window asking where the parade went.

We also spent some quality time with our other 6 week old niece. She was much easier to take care off but eats a lot! We watched both girls while Jo was able to have a well deserved nap.

Everyone left Sunday afternoon and I laid down hoping to nap but wasn't able to. The worst of it was I was up every half hour after 2:30am. I am feeling very run down and exhausted today at work. Crossing my fingers that I will sleep better tonight.

Interesting evening

2010-06-11T10:11:00.000-07:00

Over all I have been feeling really good this week. I think talking the iron pills are helping a lot, or I am subconsciously thinking that. Either way I am way more alert.

Lat night I got home from work, put some rice in the rice cooker, washed some asparagus, brought up some salmon fillets. I put the asparagus and fillet in the oven and cleaned up the kitchen. After I finished with the kitchen I started straightening the little messes around the house.

Then I get this phone call from Darren, he asked if I would help him with a locate he needs to double check. He needed a second pair of hands... I hesitated for a moment. But he assured me that there wouldn't be a lot of walking or heavy lifting on my part. So I went with him.

I turned off the oven, we will eat when we get back. I blew out the candles and grabbed my novel (just in case).

He came into the house, asked if I had rubber boots. I said I would love a pair but haven't bought any yet. I put on my hiking work boots. Man, they were tough to lace up with a belly. I quickly grabbed a snack pack of chips before we left, it was a good thing too since we didn't get back till 8:30-9:00pm.

When we got out there I basically stood holding a box between my legs, while Darren located the pipe. There was a mighty cold north wind blowing! I should have brought a sweater to out on under my rain coat. Next we did a sweep, we walked parallel to each other for about 5-10 minutes, I think it was to check if there was a mystery pipe under ground.

After that my work was done. I was able to sit in the truck out of the wind for the rest of the time. Good thing I brought my book. Darren finished up what he needed to do and we headed home. I couldn't believe how hungry and tired I was. It was like we couldn't get home fast enough and every bump was terribly uncomfortable.

We ate when we got back and I felt much better. I had a quick bath to warm my body up. I had Darren bring down the laundry since he was requesting a certain wash that needed to be done. I was able to get to loads done.

We were able to get the spare room downstairs rebedded. We took out the single mattress and frame and replaced it with the double futon. For some reason the room looks bigger.... which is a little confusing... We finally fell into bed around 11:30pm (the latest I have gone to bed in a LONG time) I slept like a baby, no tossing or turning and I only got up once at 4am. Not bad.

I am thinking we should put the downstairs TV into the spare room and Darren can use that as a gaming (PS3) room when we don't have company. Then he can sit on the futon couch and not on the floor straining his back.

Jolene, Payton, Khloe (maybe Dad, he wasn't sure last time I talked to him) are coming down to stay the night tonight. Tomorrow morning is the last pancake breakfast of the week and the rodeo parade. Payton being two is going to love the parade, especially the animals! It's a bonus that we live on the parade route, so if it rains we can watch from the window.

It's suppose to be nice out so we are hoping to get a bunch of outside work done. we have a dresser to sand/paint, a lawn to mow, branches to clean up. a flowerbed to plant/add dirt, recylcing to take down and a bunch of garbage to get rid of.

This is a bit long and detailed ;)

2010-06-07T11:53:00.000-07:00

Had a pretty interesting weekend. I was emotionally distressed on Saturday. I slept in till 8:30am! I read for a little bit in bed before actually getting out of bed. I don't know when Darren was up but it was way before 8:30am. I made myself ready for getting some of the list done. First thing I did though, was have some breakfast, peanut butter toast and some fruit.
Then for some reason I lost all motivation to do anything. I ended up cleaning up the kitchen, then paced around the house. I felt like I was a little puppy following Darren around. My first breakdown was when he was in the shower. I stood in the doorway to the spare room and burst out crying (no particular reason). Darren found me laying on the rug in the room weeping. He was really good about comforting me, well as good as he could without knowing the reason for my out burst. I felt better after a few moments.

Darren told me exactly what I needed to hear, I was beautiful, pregnancy becomes me, that I am very special to him and he loves me very much. It wasn't just his words that got me but how he said them.

I put a load of laundry in the washer and laid on the foot of the bed. I wasn't intending on sleeping but ended up having an hour nap. I woke up to thunder and lighting. I sat on the couch wathcing the storm. I just love thise type of storms! Darren watched with me for a bit but then decided to work on sorting our huge recylcing pile. I followed him to the room wanting to help (and to be in the same room as him) He said that he has this under control. Well, here brought up the second busrt of tears. I told him that I just wanted his company, he was understanding but I knew that I needed to find something else to do. I had a snack, pineapple & zuchinni loaf and watched a little bit of TV.

I ended up after having my second nap of the afternoon. In that time Darren went out side and was able to mow the front lawn. He came in to find me sleeping and laid down with me for a bit. I felt better when I woke up.

We went over to Byron & Andrea's for supper. (Jo, Jason & the girls came down to spend the night too) It was nice to get out of the house. Nothing like niece's to brighten your mood. Oh, and I can't forget the BLUE WHALE cake Andrea made for Darren's birthday. It was pretty cool. The icing tasted like sour raspberry Koolaid! Every single one of our lips, tongues, teeth were blue!

I didn't have a great sleep that night. I was up every hour. The birds started chirping even earlier. We stayed in bed till 9:30am and thought it was time to get up and start getting ready for church.I made poached eggs on an english muffin for our breakfast. We walked to church. After church we went out for brunch with Mom&Dad, Byron & Andrea. It was a pretty good meal, good price too.

We celebrated Great Grandma's 94th birthday in the afternoon at the Manor. There was a lot of family and visiting. It was a long afternoon. I wanted a nap soo bad. Darren and I decided to walk home around 4pm. I think it was a 20-25 minute walk. It felt great to get some fresh air and excercise.

Cam & Dianna stopped by around supper time to thank us for the donation to their MS walk and to let us know how it went. (Dianna sprained her ankle a coupleof weeks ago).

While we ate supper we watched a couple of episodes of "Freaks & Geeks" It has been a pretty good show but only made it through one season.

Today, back to work. I don't feel rested but I am getting things done. Supper tonight is whole wheat egg noodles with a hamburger/mushroom soup sauce with corn.

Better today

2010-06-04T11:34:00.000-07:00

I am in a little better mood today. I think the yummy pineapple helps. Last night we set up the crib, very easy to assemble, thank goodness otherwise I think Darren would have gone CRAZY! I washed some seat covers and such. The room is starting to take form slowly. The only furniture in there is a crib but what else do you need.

I was taking to mom today about the list of stuff I am making that we might need for the baby. We have decided to try cloth diapers, it is overwhelming to research which brand is best. I think I might have to make a registry for anyone that is wanting to buy us something, especially for both Great Grandma's. I still think that there are a lot of things (big ticket expensive things) that you don't need but it's the little things that I forget about.

I am ready for the weekend, we plan on getting quite a bit done. (crossing our fingers that it is goiing to be half decently nice weather out).

I'm a little disappointed, a bunch of friends are going to start a inner tube water polo team and I can't play this year. I think Darren is going to, will see what he thinks, I just found out it is at 11pm-12am on Saturday nights. Seems awfully late to me.

hmmm the week started okay

2010-06-03T10:45:00.000-07:00

I just feel so out of sorts today. I'm worried that I might break down and start bawling over spilled milk. It all started with having nightmares last night, nothing like killer ants that distroy everything they touch chasing you adn your family, bleach didn't even work to stop them! Reluctantly, I got out of bed when the alarm went off. When I was putting my breakfast/snack fruit togther I dropped the container of blueberries all over the floor. I was able to save half of them. They are a pain to pick up, especially when leaning down is startign to become an issue. I made it out of the door and to wokr on time. Oh, the finger pointing that some clients do, no matter how much you are nice and tell them that you are fixing the concern they just want to tear you up (I wish they could see that I am pregnant over the phone and maybe tthey would be a little nicer). My brain has stopped focusing since then, I feel as though I need to lay down and have a nice sleep. The baby has started to jab me in the ribs really hard, must sense my anxiety, so sitting is starting to become a pain. To top things off it is only 11am. I just want everyone to leave me alone.

Tonight for supper we are going to have what we were suppose to have yesterday, since we decided to go out with a bunch of friends we haven't seen for awhile. It was a fun time and it was nice to reconnect. I just don't think the "Healthy Fries" (poutine) and steak sandwich settled in my stomach very nicely.

Rookie Blue

2010-06-02T11:38:00.000-07:00

I forgot to mention this tidbit of information about this new TV series. Here's a teaser link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Tk-HqR7kBo

I found out the actor that plays Chris Diaz is my second cousin on my Mom's side of the family. Pretty cool. I wouldn't have recongnized him, the last time I saw him he was just graduatign from high school. But now that I look at his picture I can see that side of teh family in him.

Photo of my second cousin : http://www.poptower.com/rookie-blue-picture-24139.htm

Hopefully the show does well :)

Blood test results

2010-06-02T11:08:00.000-07:00

First of all, my office smells WONDERFUL! I cut some lilacs from our hedge and put them in a vase.

Good news is that I don't have diabetes. Yeah, I can still enjoy ice cream!!! Bad news is my hemoglobin (my blodd count) is low, not so low that there is a problem but low enough that there could be issues later on. So to fix this I am to take a perscribed iron supplement 3 times a day with orange juice. (it's lucky I like orange juice). Maybe that might help with my exhaustion as well.

I wasn't suppose to have my prenatal exam today but he thought since I was there and it's been a little while (booking appointments when I need them is tough) we may as well. The babies heart rate is 148 (perfect), my blood pressure is 108/63 (that's a good number, so I was told), and the baby is facing downwards, hence the constant kicking in the ribs.

I am starting my every 2 week appointments. That means things are getting pretty close. Good news about delivery is that there is a great chance of having the baby here in Brooks! Horray! That makes things cheaper (there is pay parking in Medicine Hat) and easier (then the chance of Darren being around is higher).

I made a few of lists last night. (Poor Darren and my over powering list making abilities!) I think I made 5 lists in all. "Things that we have borrowed from others for the baby", "Things to do/need for the baby before it arrives", "Things to do, around the house (inside and out)", "Things people have given as gifts to us for baby", "Things to do before Saturday or on Saturday". I overwhelmed him with thoughts.

Tonight for supper I am going to make some chicken, roasted asparagus and rice. I think I will go easy and make the cordon bleue chicken that is in the freezer.

My week

2010-05-31T15:11:00.000-07:00

We had such a fabulous time. It is always nice to see family and share 3 nights in a beach house (the value of it was probably around 1.5mill) Beautiful place. We kept the living room wall of windows open most of the time to enjoy the wonderful breeze off the Okanagan Lake. Every room had it's own bathroom.

Well that was for Tuesday night till Friday morning. Earlier that week we stayed at Darren's parents. We visited with some extended family we haven't seen for awhile. After church on Sunday Darren and I stopped at a little coffee shop that just opened up this winter in Winfield. The chai tea latte and okanagan fruit smoothy were FANTASTIC. It was pretty cool to find out the owner's were good friends of the family and Darren used to tutor there son. If anyone is in the Winfield area, across from the high school is a perfect coffee shop.

In my down time, I ended up reading a lot. I finished Last Song by Nicolas Sparks and got about half way through Forgotten Garden. I am just loving Forgotten Garden, It is high on my favorites list.

I also had a lot of time to think. We have decided that we are going cut down our sugar intake, and greasy food intake. We had eaten really well all week. I don't know how easy it is going watch our sugar, since there is sugar in everything. I am going to use what I learned from WW to help us figure it out.

Last Monday after Tyler got home from school we headed off for a bike ride. It had been ages since I have ridden a bike! It felt GREAT. Darren was a little worried that it might be too much for me, but I told him it feels good to be on the bike. We rode for just over an hour. Man, my butt felt bruised. If I ever by a bike, I am goiing ot invest in one of those Grandma seats! I noticed a difference right away between biking here and biking there, THE HILLS!!

I didn't get to swim because the weather was rainy and a little chilly. Oh, well there still is time to swim :)

One more day

2010-05-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

Only one more day this crazy work week! Then we are off to Winfield for a week. I can't wait to enjoy the lake, see the family and just RELAX! I have made a list of things we need to do before we leave. So far I have gotten the laundry done and will pack most of the suitcase tonight. Darren is going to mow the lawn and water it tonight.

Mom and Dad might drop by tonight for a quick visit. Mom said something about Dad wanted to look at a car that's for sale. Maybe I'll get Mom to help me bake some cookies. I found a couple recipes that I want to try, Rhubbarb Cookies, a Carrot Cookie(looks interesting), and a (soft) Chocolate Chip Oatmeal Cookie. I was going to make the Peanut Butter Flaxseed ones but Darren's sister is allergic to some nuts and we aren't sure about our niece & nephew. We will just have to save those for my side of the family ;).

I feel a little better today, I have been gettign really bad headaches and my back has been killing me. I think the headaches are from the heat and the backache are from sitting at my desk. I brought a pillow today to see if it will help, so far my back doesn't hurt as much....

Today the baby has decided to hang out under my right rib and jab it every so often. Not a pleasant feeling! Darren even had a little chat with him/her last night about jabbing my in the ribs but apparently isn't listening. tsk tsk

Photos as promised

2010-05-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

I have finally gotten some photos like promised :).

My brother holding Khloe, myself with payton on my lap

Me holding my niece Khloe (2 days old)

Darren and I holding Khloe, we didn't know someone took a picture, hence the frowns ;)

I know there isn't any belly pics. There really hasn't been alot of pictures taken in the last little while. Maybe after this weekend there will a few more pictures. Who knows.

I've struggling a bit with my allergies. It's fustrating that I can't take anything at the moment. I'll be able to ask my Doctor on my June appointment. I'm lucky that I don't usually get stuffed up when I go to Winfield. We are leaving this Saturday and there is soo much to do. I am also really busy at work and am hoping I can get everything done before I go!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Jen :)

Have a safe travel back!

Guess the Baby Poll

2010-05-12T15:08:00.000-07:00

So, since people either ask if we know what the gender is or tell us what they think it is. I thought it might be fun to put a poll up to find out what people think we are having. I will post a few pictures tomorrow of my progress..... hopefully my sister has some. If you want to get a little more information for your guess, ask away!

There seems to be something (foot, hand, head, butt...) in my right rib more often lately.

(oh, and I will also add a picture of my beautiful new niece!)

Productive weekend

2010-05-10T11:36:00.000-07:00

It was exciting to find out Darren didn't have to work, so he was able to come to the Hat with me on Saturday. We did a little shopping, Costco, Sears, Home Depot and then headed over to my sister's. We decided to make them supper. We bought some chicken drumsticks, steaks, carrots, zucchinni, and salad. we cooked everythign on the BBQ(except for the salad). It was really good. For dessert we had Cinnamon Buns, yummy! There was some left overs for them to have so they don't need to cook for one or two meals.

Josie was able to go home Saturday afternoon! The doctor was initially saying maybe Sunday or Monday. We got to meet baby Khloe Emily Kristine Holloway. She is adorable. A full head of hair. It is such a calming feeling to hold a newborn.

On the way home, I got to thinking about am I ready for this. It's different when they come out. I have a little anxiety. Darren's been really good in making me feel better about things.

On Sunday we went to the early service. We stopped at Safeway and picked up a few groceries. Darren decided to spoil me a little bit and make brunch. He made a wonderful meal of french toast( fresh strawberries, blackberries and whipped cream on top) and sausage. It was really good. I finished up the laundry and we snuggled a bit and talked. We both ended up have a nap (mine was a little longer than Darren's). After getting some rest we decided to tackle the spare room. We knew we needed to get the crib out of the back entrance so it isn'ta s cramped to get in and out of the house. We cleared out the spare room, futon went downstairs, end table/filing cabinet downstairs and all the baby things into the living room. (Darren did all the heavy lifting, what a good husband). I was able to wash the floor and we put the rug back into the room. Right now the crib is laying in pieces on the floor but at least it's a start. We will probably build it tonight and I'll move some stuff back into the room.

I have a better idea of what I need in that room, a dresser(we are painting my old one), a book shelf, a closet organizer and blinds.

We made a list of things to get done before the long weekend. It was nice to get a jump on getting some of it started.

HAPPY DAY!!

2010-05-06T11:45:00.000-07:00

We had a wonderful long weekend. Even though it rained in BC it was beautiful! We drove to Delta with my parents for my cousin Dan's wedding. It was wonderful to see family and visit. Darren and I were able to escape twice from family for a couple of hours. We never did get to see the ocean but next time for sure. The food at teh wedding was incredible, everything was either locally grown or organic if they couldn't get it local.. I tried quinoa for the first time and really enjoyed it. I am goiing to buy some and see if I can make some.

I have fallen in love with the GPS, Dad has named her Ruby. If it wasn't for her I think my driving around would have been stressful and tense. Both Darren and I are sold on purchasing one at some point, especially in unknown places we go.

GREAT NEWS!!! Josie had her baby!!! It is girl #2, 7llbs 9oz, 19 inches long. There is no name yet but there is still a couple of days to decide. She had a planned c-section so we knew what day. I am planning on going up to the Hat to meet the new addition and visit Josie on Saturday! Can't wait! I got a picture on my phone and she looks so adorable!

We received a crib from Darren's sister. Next thing we have to do is organize the basement to move the futon downstairs and then we can have space to set up the crib. Things are going slowly but there is still plenty of time.

Holidays!!!

2010-04-27T15:15:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the start of our Vancouver holiday trip!! Horrah!

Mom and Dad are picking Darren and I up around 1pm . We are driving to Canmore, stopping to check out a local soap shop (Mom carries there product in her store) and then heading all the way to Winfield. We are going to spend the night at Darren's parents house.

We are going to drive the rest of the way to Delta on Thursday. We have a full day on Friday to either get together with Matt or Ross or even hang out on the beach front in White Rock. (I'm having some ice cream!) On Saturday, my cousin Dan is getting married to a very sweet girl. Sunday we are going to hang out a bit and do some visiting. We are going ot be home late Monday night and back to work on Tuesday.

It will be sooo nice to get away!

Yesterday I had a either a butt or head in my ribs all day. Darren thinks it is funny and he coaches the baby to kick more. What am I going to do with him.

It's been a bit

2010-04-22T11:42:00.000-07:00

I realized that it's been awhile since I have last posted. It's been busy at work. I'll sum up some of the exciting bits ;)

Felt the baby kick last Thursday afternoon for the first time. What an exciting but weird sensation! Darren has been pretty excited and always wanting to feel the kicking.

I've been walking to work more often, which feels great but every now and then there is a muscle tension in my right calf. I think the added weight I am putting on my legs is causign this.

On Saturday we babysat my 2 year old niece (sleepover). It was a lot of fun, we went to the park, wore her out(she went to bed at 7:30 on her own will), found out what cartoons are on at 4:30 in the morning. I'm happy that she was such an easy girl to look after. I was worn out though and had a LONG afternoon nap.

Yesterday we continued on teh front lawn yard work. Darren bought an devise that airrates the lawn. So, we borrowed a wheelbarrow and got rid of the pile of dead grass and leaves he had raked earlier. I continued to airrate, that didn't last too long since my stomach started to get in the way. I switched over to getting the grass seed ready to go and started to seed the lawn. We(Darren) are going to fertilize, since it is suppose to rain tomorrow, tonight. The only problem I think that I'm going to have is my hay fever, I was so stuffy last night.

This weekend we are going to visit Darren's sister and cousin. (Maybe get a little shopping in too... )

Incredible Weather!

2010-04-14T11:47:00.000-07:00

It started yesterday but apparently didn't stop through the night. I am calling it a slushizzard. It's not quite snow but not rain either. We do have snow on the ground and driving to work this morning was terrible. Luckily I have a pretty gutzy car. There are trees down all over town. There was a huge tree two doors down that fell on the street. The bushes that I "loved" so much on the front of our house are flat. I am sooo sad. The temperature outside is nice, +1 celcius according to the weather network.

OOOOh, just had a pretty good power flicker. (Some of town was out of power earlier this morning).

Anyways, I've never seen such weather here before. Usually you here about this weather around the coasts. As long as it doesn't freeze things should be okay. The farmers are probably loving all the moisture but the cattle ranchers are in calving season so they may not be as thrilled.

I got a cool letter in the mail yesterday from my nephew in BC. He sent me a Happy Birthday post card with quads racing on the Dunes and drew me a cool picture of the Dunes. I hung them both up in my office and enjoying the warm, sunny weather of them.

I am going to enjoy a nice warm boil of chicken noodle soup. I've decided not to leave the office till home time. Thank goodness Darren was able to bring me some lunch.

Monday Monday Monday

2010-04-12T11:42:00.000-07:00

Had another busy weekend. I was in the Hat on Saturday (from 8:30am to 7:30pm) for our "Staff Appreciation Day". It was a long day but there was a lot of good information (time management was the theme).

While I was there Darren had the weekend off! This has been his first official weekend off without the phone or on call for a long time. He used his day really well. I had left my list of things that we need to get done around the house for him (if he wanted to work on it). He raked the front lawn (looks fantastic), there is still snow in the back so he wasn't able to do back there. He washed his work truck and washed & vaccumed my car. My car looks NEW again! He did a load of dishes in the dishwasher and watched two movies plus the hockey game. I am so proud of him!

Yesterday after church, we spontaneouly went to the Hat to see "Clash of the Titans" matinee. It was okay. I enjoyed the length of it but it could have a little more substance... Beforewe went to the show we stopped by Home Depot to check out a new rake (none fan type to pick up the big things, like tree branches) and a devise that puts holes in the lawn to air it out. We are going to fertilize and put some seed in the lawn this year to fill it out. I'm hoping it will help with our ant problem.... if not at least we will have a rich looking lawn that we will be happy to sit on. In the next couple of years we would like to redo the lawn by leveling it and putting in new top soil. At that time we will as think about what sort of fence to put up, so I can let the little one run freely outside without to much of a worry.

After the movie we went over to Mom and Dad's for supper. We watched Amazing Race then headed home. It was a great day. I didn't the laundry done liked I wanted to but you have to have fun sometimes.

I'm pretty excited Darren was talking to his sister on Saturday and she asked if we wanted to borrow the crib, bath, and potty. Geoff was running to Sask to get equipment ready to sell at the auction. (they have decided to stay in Winfield instead of going back to the farm) He will be brings the stuff back with him and dropping it off in Calgary on his way through. We will have to make a trip up there but we are there so much, it doesn't really matter.

I am starting to show pretty good. For a while there most of my clothes could hide the stomach but not anymore. I'm still not at the point where people are going to comment on the street but every week, I feel bigger. I am starting to feel that I should be figuring out the spare room and making it into the nursery. I guess the major things we need to do is take out the futon, bookshelf, filing cabinet, fix the closet rack and do something with our handme down clothes for good will. But to do alot of that we need to get the basement cleaned up so we can set up an area for the futon. Maybe this week we will try to get a little done. ...

What a storm

2010-04-09T11:35:00.000-07:00

The wind yesterday was tremendous and the storm it blew in was incredible. Around 8pm last night the power went out for a couple of hours. The nice thing is we did have a little warning and I was able to gather some candles together and a couple of flashlights. (I decided it was a good time to have a nap, after I read for a bit by flash light)

We woke up to a blanket of snow/ice bumps all over the ground. It was interesting to walk on, especially at the office. It is still windy today but the sun is shining which is always good. So far there hasn't been any claims called into our office.....knocking on wood.

Tomorrow I am off to the Hat for a Staff Appreciation day. It's going to be a long day but we do get lunch and supper out of it.... maybe some prizes too. Unfortuanately it is Darren's first weekend off without the phone, oh well. I told him to think about what he would like to do with his weekend and if he want to come up on Saturday night and spend the night, then we could make a well needed trip to Costco and look for blinds for the spare room. Otherwise he could stay home and do some well needed chores too.....

We are finally having chili tonight. It took him a couple of days to get around to preparing it but it's in teh crockpot cooking up a storm. I'm going to double check it at lunch and make sure there is enough chili powder.

Happy Easter!

2010-04-05T10:34:00.000-07:00

I had such a busy but wonderful weekend. I wish I had one more day to recoupe but alas I am back at work. I was terrible last week for posting. Honestly, I didn't feel like it and was sort of out of sorts. It all started last Sunday. I had such a bad head cold. I had to drive to Calgary in the afternoon, get a hotel (stayed at the Travel Lodge) and hunker down for sme last minute studying. I did enjoy a nice meal of Swiss Chalet, they have take out! I did my best trying to absorb the dry insurance information I needed to know. After a few hours I decided enough was enough. I called Darren to wish him a good night and curled up in bed. Next time I am going to request a room on the second floor and not beside the stairwell. I had a terrible time sleeping, up every 2 hours at least with creepmares, blowing nose, drinking water, and plain anxiety.

In the morning, I got up, fought with the shower for hot water and had a pretty good breakfast. (no warm drink, though). I headed over to the exam. I felt pretty good writing it, except for the stuffed nose and head ache that was forming. I used the full time and felt confident.

I headed over to Chinook to walk around. I needed to get rid of some excess anxiety. I found a nice bathing suit and a couple of pairs of pants. I was browsing at William Somona and found a cookbook all about Ebelskivers! (traditional Danish pancakes in a distinctive shape of a sphere, they are cooked in a special pan). They are sooo yummy. I have a cast iron pan. I've never made anything but the plain ones. Would usually put jam, syrup, cheese whiz or butter in them. After reading this cookbook I am excited to try some of the recipes. The basil & goat cheese, and apple pie ones look especially good.

I made my way down to Chapters and found a few books that will be good to take with to Vancouver. I met up with Jen for lunch. It had been a little while, and it was nice to catch up. I decided to go home. I made a quick stop at Purdy's (I bought Darren a couple of his favorite chocolate bars) and headed home. Did you know there is a Crystal Light Slushie? It was very thirst quenching. When I got back to Brooks, I unloaded the car and then headed over to the office. I needed to check my mark, it was weighing on me and I couldn't wait till the next day. Long story short I didn't pass...I went and picked up Darren from work, got home, curled up in my bed. Darren was a little worried (I hadn't told anyone yet), and asked me what was wrong. I couldn't hold anything in and weeped. I don't know what to do about my test anxieties, or comprehension in reading the questions (double negatives are evil).

So, I have been a little down all week. Hence, the avoidance of blogging.

Easter weekend, now there was a fun but busy weekend. Friday we were able to relax and get most of the house straightened up (it was getting pretty cluttery, and my mood gets worse the longer it stays). Darren had caught my cold last week and used Friday as a recover day as well. We went to bed pretty early, both of us doused in Vick's Vapor rub and the humidifier blasting.

We took our time getting ready on Saturday morning. We headed out the door about 12-12:30, stopped at McDonalds for some lunch to go and headed to Calgary. The first stop was the comic book store in Kensington, (Darren needed a couple of Green Lantern books to read). After we headed over to Jen's and hung out with her for the remaining afternoon. We ended up going for supper at Open Sesame (if you haven't gone before, it is really good and the desserts are huge but fabulous!) I had the stir fry(choose your own veggies and we shared a chocolate brownie with ice cream and a banana wonton dessert).Waddling out of the restraunt we headed over to the Saddle Dome to enjoy the John Mayer concert. Our seats were fantastic! The row right in front of the box seats, on the aisle and 3 sections down from the stage.

Michael Franti & Spearhead (opening band) were FANTASTIC! There wasn't a song I didn't enjoy and the energy was awesome.(I think I will pick up a cd) John Mayer was good too, there were a few songs that I was like meh, but overall the concert was fabulous! After the concert we travelled home, we got home about 2 am, which wasn't terrible considering the concert started at 8pm.

The next morning, we missed the Sunrise Easter service, so we did feel a little terrible about that. (It is my favorite services of the year... next year). We had dinner to go to at noon in the Hat. So we picked up some flowers for Grandma and headed on our way. All I have to say is TOO much travelling in the last two weekends! We had a really wonderful time and the whole family on that side was there except for my cousin, Don.

Before we left the Hat we stopped at Mom & Dad's. Dad fixed the piece on my car door that flew off a couple of weeks ago. My car doesn't look like a wreck any more :)!!!!! We got home around 10ish, i had something to eat and we went to bed. Unfortuantely, sleep did not come easy. So, today I am feeling rather exhausted and out of sorts. I plan on going home after work, putting on some sweats and crawling into the bed after we have some sort of unknown supper.

So, how was that for a story. Happy reading! :)

P.S. I appologize for my spelling, for some reason the spell check function on this program disappeared...

Eventful evening

2010-03-25T12:12:00.000-07:00

One thing I found out last night is it is no fun to get a head/chest cold when you are pregnant. I can't take my normal Buckley's or other decongestants. Waking up through out the night with hot and cold flashes is for the birds. I'm going to stop by Shoppers after work and pick up some Vick's Vapor Rub, go to bed really early and hopefully that will help clear me up.

The nice thing is I don't work tomorrow. We are heading to Calgary to help some friends move. I probably won't be much use but I'll be good moral support (maybe I'll get some studying done).

I am so proud of Darren, last night he went to Inspire Fitness and tried the Muscle Inferno class. (It's 45 minutes of intense muscle toning/building). A friend of mine, goes to a couple of the classes and gets her butt kicked everytime. Darren said it was tough work and he didn't push himself to much, but enough that he is a little stiff today. I told him it will get easier as he uses those muscles. (they did a plank on step blocks , walking there hands up and down, he thought that was the worst)

I while he was doing that, I headed out with Stacey and Jody to enjoy a nice girls night dinner. It's been awhile since we have been able to get together. It was a great time. I got home around 8pm to find Darren in the car... the poor guy had forgotten his house keys in the house. (extra funny part of the story was Uncle Greg had come by 20 minutes before I got home, because he was locked out of his house and needed to borrow the spare key we have). Poor Darren was getting so hungry, he had a little bit to eat before he went to the class but not enough to tide him over all night. (I think things would have been okay if I had remembered to bring my phone with me, oops)

It offical we are booked into the lake front house for the last week of May! I can't wait to enjoy a good book on the patio over looking beautiful Lake Okanagan. It should be great weather at that time!

2010-03-22T11:41:00.001-07:00

The weekend was wonderful.

Saturday we took recycling down to the depot and did a little gallivanting around town, enjoying the beautiful weather. In the late afternoon we got together with some friends to throw the frisbee around. (initially it was suppose to be a game of ultimate frisbee but not enough came). We all went on a GPS treasure hunt, found nothing but did have ice cream at DQ.

Sunday we headed to the Hat for birthday dinner & Angel food cake with sticky icing!! Yum Yum! The only terrible thing was my car is falling apart. We were driving down the highway, la dee da, and all of a sudden a plastic piece from my door flies off the car and gets run over by the truck behind us. The good thing is Dad is able to order a new piece and will be able to fix it but for now my driver's side door look like it comes from the junk yard. It is 5 years old next month, and the payments will be finished then too.

We have been considering a new vehicle eventually. I think we will wait a year or two, that way we can have some time without a car payment and finish paying off our other loan.

Payton finally said auntie yesterday!!! I was so excited! She is growing up so quickly. I can't believe she will be 2 in June.

We were talking to Darren's mom last week and she was mentioning that our two year old nephew, said the word "Ridiculous. " in a proper sentence. I had to laugh, but wasn't too surprised, I have heard that side of the family say "ridiculous" a lot.

I am spending the next week studying for my exam on Monday, I need to focus. Friday we will be going to Calgary to help friends move, so if I get some cue cards written, then Darren can quiz me in the car.

All I ask

2010-03-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

All I ask is if I am sleeping, let me sleep. You know that I have been having problems having a good nights rest and when you come to bed wanting to talk after I have been sleeping for 1.5 hours, it doesn't do any good. I don't mind listening to you, giving you support but to wake me up in the middle of the night to talk is not a great idea. I turn into a very grumpy and cranky wife.

You are a wonderful husband, friend, and overall great guy. You need to remember there are so many people that love you and you shouldn't worry about those people at work that may or may not be talking about you behind your back. (worrying about nothing).

It's only noon, I am ready for a nap and to go home for the day. Only 5 more hours to go.

Maybe I should indulge in a treat for lunch... MacDonalds... A&W.....TacoTime.... or go home and through something together.

Best Husband Ever

2010-03-18T15:26:00.000-07:00

Last turned into a really great night.

First I came home to a clean kitchen! Darren wiped down the stove, put the dishes away and was going to swifter the floor (found out that there wasn't a pad on the bottom and didn't know where to find them, we solved that and he know now)

Darren called his mom (finally) and I was able to chit chat with her for a bit. Shortly after we hung up with her, his sister (well nephew) called to wish me a Happy Birthday and I learned about 4x4 ing in the Dunes! Tyler thinks that I am the aunt to go off roading with ;0). Granted I have been, don't mind it, but I can only take so much. After talking to Tyler I had a really nice conversation with Carlene.

After we ate supper, I had a leisurely bath with a good book . Darren decided to start washing the bathroom sink and mirror. Man, does it ever look sparkling clean! I just love it when he spontaneously decides to clean.

Darn flies

2010-03-17T08:56:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting in my office doing some letter and then I hear them. They are buzzing around my window. For the past 2 weeks I think I have killed 2 a day. They seem to keep multiplying but the funny thing is they don't come into my office in threes or fours, only pairs. I was noticing that there are a lot of flies in the florescent lights. I think that's where they are coming from. Oh, will there be a day with no fly in the window.... a girl can dream.

Darren took me out for supper last night. It was a hard decision on where to go. (there isn't a lot of selections). We ended up going for a nice walk to BP's for pasta Tuesday. I have found a new pasta dish I like, baked ravioli with alfredo sauce. (I was terribly disappointed when they took tortellini off the menu). When we got home I had a long soak in a bubble bath enjoying my book. I slept so much better last night, but was up at 6am again (not ready to get up).

Today I am going to settle down and make sure I focus on my studying. I am writing on March 29 and I need to make sure I only write it once. (for my sanity).

Birthday!!

2010-03-16T10:36:00.000-07:00

I'm a whole year older today. I feel like it too. ;) (only because I slept horrible last night, up every hour on the hour tossing and turning).

Darren told me what he is getting me for my birthday, he wanted my opinion before he bought one. A rocking chair!! I have always wanted one and since there is a little one on the way there is no better time to invest! I'm torn between a traditional wood one and a glider type. I guess what it will come down to is what is the most comfortable.

Grandma dropped off a present for me yesterday. In the bag was this beautiful baby quilt made out of old blankets that I had when I was little. Apparently she had made it 12 years ago when she was first learning to quilt, and the coolest thing is Grandpa made sure the pattern and colors were just right. I love things that bring a happy tear to my eyes. It's going to be treasured for a long time.

HEART BURN! All of a sudden while I am writing this...... Okay I can breath again.

We were able to go see Kayley sing last night. She has such a beautiful voice. I wish I was able to hear her Latin and Italian songs but she said they were ones she has sang before, so I didn't miss anything new.

I found some great deals at Victoria Secret online for sweaters and a dress. It's styles that I will be able to wear as I get bigger and after when I loose it all. I wish it would come tomorrow but I have to wait for around the 3rd of April. I ordered a wrap sweater, cotton night gown, a tunic shirt with short sleeves and a teal summer dress with a square neck line (very cute) all for $130.00 including tax and shipping (not to bad)! There were a few things that I was interested in that were sold out but maybe that was a good thing for my pocket book ;).

Darren and I are starting to look into a new vehicle. We are planning on gettting a new one in about a year or so, but it's never to soon to look. We are drawn to the Honda Crosstour (Darren's fav)and the Toyaota Venza (my fav). I was googling my car to see what people are selling that model for and the only ones I could find were without sunroof & spoiler, but they were going for $8,000 (a little disappointed to say the least, especially since it is only 5 years old), the bonus is Darren's '95 Toyota is going for around $2,000 (not to shabbby for a very basic car).

I'm trying to decided what to do tonight... I'll probably end up cleaning the kitchen ;), it needs an overhaul. Or maybe Darren wil have a surprise for me.... we'll see!

Feeling pretty good!

2010-03-15T08:10:00.000-07:00

I thought that daylight savings would chew me up and spit me out but it turns out I feel awesome this morning. Darren had the alarm set for 6am and I actually was awake a little bit before the alarm went off. I refused to get out of bed that early so I dozed off and on until 7:15am. (got out of bed without setting the second alarm!) I felt energetic and perky! I can't remember the last time I felt like this.....maybe during the summer last year... before all this pregnancy stuff came up.

Food for the weekend:
Friday night: Darren made hamburgers, I put avocado, Hellman's, cheese slice and BBQ sauce on mine. SO Good! On the side I had an apple.
Saturday: Wasn't to hungry but for brunch I had a toasted bagel with homemade strawberry jam, some grapes and a glass of milk. Had a few little snacks during the day. For supper we went out to Athenai's (local family restaurant), I ordered a baked french onion soup(best in the world), and the smallest pizza they made(there were lots of left overs), I did have some of Darren's, he ordered mozza sticks, half order of greek salad (which would have feed 4) and some sort of pasta dish. (We had the same thing for lunch the next day)
Sunday supper: We went grocery shopping and I really wanted a grilled cesaer salad. So I bought some romaine lettuce (must be out of season), croutons, freshly grated parmesan cheese, and chicken. It was FANTASTIC! Exactly what I needed. For dessert (as we were watching the Van vs Cal hockey game, poor Calg fans) I made Pillsbury cinnamon rolls. I served them with fresh strawberries.
Tonight: Darren is going to make a pork chop dish with scalloped potatoes and some sort of veggies on the side. I love it when he cooks, even though I end up having to clean up after him.

I gave in, I bought strawberry pop tarts. I know they aren't the best in nutrion for me but man they tasted like I was 10 again. :) (I did balance them out with grapes, strawberries, and yogurt)

Tonight I think we will go watch Kayley sing at the music festival. I just love listening to her sing.

I'm getting prepared to write my level two exam on the 29th of this month. I'm a little anxious. Hopefully we can help Eric, Nat and Ryan move there stuff to the house since they helped us soo much! It all depends if Darren can get off field work that weekend.... crossing fingers.... I think that might also be the weekend of Jen's Easter concert....

Better day

2010-03-12T14:21:00.000-08:00

It's FRIDAY!!!

Yesterday morning I had work meeting in the Hat. It was a nice break from the everyday thing. We ate at a Original Joe's (pub& bar) for lunch and the food was really good. (I had a steak sandwich, poutine and veggies & dip)

We got back to the office mid afternoon. I had NO modivation to get anything done. I did munch on to many candies during those last few hours in the work day and went home with a tummy ache. Oops.

Darren made supper for us, fish burgers with carrot sticks and grapes. It was pretty good. Tonight we are going to a friends play but were planing on having homemade hamburgers. (I'm going to slice an avacado on it. YUM!!

It's Darren weekend in the field so I am going to try to clean up the basement. There are things thrown EVERYWHERE!

ANGER!!!

2010-03-10T11:02:00.000-08:00

Why do people think it's my fault there insurance inceases when they get speeding tickets. 6 tickets in two years is terrible. The compnay calls me to inform me that they can't write certain risks because of the convictions, which is understandable. I have to refer that information to the client and he gets upset at me because now he has to pay more for his toys. I have written his home and auto and got some him some great deals but then he has to tell me that it's my fault and he is goiing to cancel everything because he is unhappy with the information I gave him.

The worst of it is that he made me cry after. (EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE!)

An off day made worse.

2010-03-10T09:41:00.000-08:00

Well I got a new pair of jeans on the weekend and the exciting thing is they were 50% off at the till!!! Jolene said they looked like regular jeans. We watched Alice in Wonderland with Byron & Andrea in 3D. I enjoyed it but I was disappointed in the 3D part. It would have been just as good in regular format.

I am up about 10 lbs since I found out I was expecting. It's a nice steady increase. The funny thing is I'm not as high as I was before I started WW. It makes me feel that I did make a difference in my health and that I will be able to do it again after.

It will be difficult to go back to eating the way I was before. I have indulged in so many sweets and salty treats. But on the positive note I have also been eating alot of fruit and drinking lots of milk.

Darren has been having a few bad days. He can't seem to gets his "Ducks in a row" (as he puts it). I hate it because I can't do anything to help him. Hopefully today he will have a better day.

The office is FREEZING today. I think the heat got turned down because it was warm out earlier in the week but it snowed last night and all I can feel through my tights is a freezing breeze. I am trying to do alot of typing to keep my fingers warm but it's not helping much. Maybe if I shiver enough the warmth will come.

Ultrasound day!!

2010-03-04T11:27:00.000-08:00

We had our second ultrasound this morning. It was pretty cool to see the little one floating and moving about. Everything looks healthly. The tech weighed it at 11oz, which is 2 oz more than the average. One thing I noticed was the long fingers and feet.

We have decided not find out the sex. We thought it would be a fun surprise not knowing and besides we're not decorating to one specific gender.

Not much cravings, usually if I see something or someone is talking about something I feel I should have it too. I have been enjoying eating berries and grapes. They satisfy my thirst. Oh, and I have been eating alot of dairy. (Have to make sure my bones stay strong since the little one is stealing all that calcium).

There hasn't been much else really goiing on this week. Our only other excitement was we went grocery shopping on Tuesday! HORRAY! ;) We are heading to teh Hat on Saturday, I need to buy some maternity jeans and can't put it off any longer (unless I want to continue wearing my yoga pants everywhere, they are good to wear if we are going out to a nice meal or to the city).

My birthday is coming up!! Yeah! Mom always makes a cake, so I am going ot request an angel food with sticky icing and fresh berries. MMMMMMMmmmmmmm, can't wait.

A little disappointed that the Dinosaur Run & Walk is on the same weekend as we are going to Vancouver. But that's how things work I guess :). It'll be a nice mini holiday and you can never go wrong at the coast.

Finally Friday

2010-02-26T11:12:00.000-08:00

Not that's it's been a terribly long week, but I am need of some sleep. Since my dreaming has been getting more and more vivid, I'm not sleeping as well. Last night had something to do with sushi and the night before I was punching someone in the face...

I had my doctors appointment this morning at 9:30am, the poor nurse and doctor, they were both having a busy but off day. Good thing it's Friday for them too. My blood pressure is pretty much perfect 118/80. The doctor is boggled though, he thinks the baby feels bigger than it's supposed age. He sent me for an ultrasound about a month ago to verify the age but everything points to around the same due date.... does this mean I am going to have a HUGE baby popping out of me. Not something exciting to look forward too ;). I heard the heart beat again but my heartbeat was in the mix so he couldn't get a good count, but he did estimate it to be around 140 beats per minute.

Pet peeve of mine: sitting in a waiting room of any kind and having someone come into the room and reeking of smoke. It wafts throughout the room. Right now I am on low tolerance of that, my stomach starts getting queasy and I almost feel like I will be sick.

I am in need to buy some new casual pants. Next weekend I will have some time. I'll have to hold out till then ;)

Dreaming like crazy!

2010-02-23T14:03:00.000-08:00

The last two nights has been filled with weird dreams. Last night I remember really well. It had a mansion on a island, my family, boats, a terrible storm that brought in crashing waves, and swept out someone out to sea but there was a huge fishing net that caught his body and after CPR was brought back to life. The second part was located on a boat in rock waters and I was saving people that were floating in the water. I remember seeing my parents, old co-workers, and strangers. It seemed like the job was never finished. All I can say is CRAZINESS!

My pants are finally starting to feel tight around the stomach. I will need to buy casual pants soon, nothing like going to elastic waist :). I live in my yoga pants when I am at home but unfortunately I can't wear them to work.

Darren comment that my moods have been as bad as before. I guess that's good, less anxiety for him.

On the 4th of March is my second ultrasound. This will show the baby in more detail. We are still trying to decide whether or not we would like to know the sex.... I'm leaning towards "no" and he's leaning towards "YES"...we have just over a week to decide. The worst thing about ultrasounds is that I need to have a full bladder and man, that the most uncomfortable thing in the world! At least we are getting it done in Brooks this time and don't have to drive to Calgary.

2010-02-19T11:32:00.000-08:00

My off days are really off. I woke up feeling okay this morning but as the day went by I feel horrible almost nauseous. I'm hoping when I go home and eat I will feel a bit better, but I don't think it's because of food (I've been eating all morning). My middle back in bothering me a bit, it might be time to invest in a back pillow for work. I was using Darren's leg yesterday on the couch but it's not possible to take it with me to work ;).

My mood is starting to slip into crazy cranky women. I have to breath deeply and relax. Remember it's Friday. I have no weekend plans meaning I can relax get some stuff done around the house, nap. I think I will have to invest in some casual pants.... my jeans are finally starting to feel too tight around the waist to be comfortable. The funny thing is my dress pants still feel fine.... go figure.

I've gotten a fair bit done at work today, so at least I have that going for me. The one thing I need to do is remember to book a time to write my level two test... VERY IMPORTANT!

Olympics!

2010-02-18T10:26:00.000-08:00

I know it's been a little bit since I was last on here, but I got busy(also I kept forgetting I wanted to blog).

We have been enjoying the Olympics! A medal a day keeps the doctor away! I love watching the men's/women's moguls and short track speed skating. The one thing that I am having an issue with... I understand hockey is a Canadian sport and I do enjoy watching it on occasion, but do we need to talk about NHL stats and the teams of the players that are NHL members... I don't mind knowing stats but when they start talking about there career I get a little fed up and change the channel. Not all the players are on NHL teams... Also, we are a contender in winning a medal in the Men's and Women's(more so in the Women's) but there are other sports that Canada dominates at and the commercial seem to always show hockey..... or maybe that's what my brain is telling me ;). So that's my rant of the day.

I've been feeling up and down all week. Over the weekend I was so run down. I laid on the couch between loads of laundry all day. Yesterday, during the day I was feeling pretty crummy but in the evening was feeling pretty good for a couple of hours... weird.

My memory has been slowly depleting, I'm usually pretty good at remembering where I put something or what I need to pick up at Safeway without making a list but not anymore. I went into Safeway the other knowing I needed to get a couple of things but forgot half of them. I didn't remember till the next day. FRUSTRATING!

I wonder what Darren has planned for us this weekend... we'll see.

Silly retail holiday

2010-02-10T13:24:00.000-08:00

I don't really have too much on my mind right now. I'm a little tired from waking up a couple of times last night. There was one dream that had to do with mice scurrying around my feet and jumping on me. Brrrrrr.... not a great feeling to wake up too.

I've been in a pretty cheery mood lately. Darren gets a little confused when I get get a little silly. (apparently it doesn't happen a lot).

Valentine's Day: what a bunch of crap. I can't believe how many people spend uber amounts of money on cheezy, cheap, overpriced gifts. My feelings are if you have a special someone in your life, why wait for a retail holiday to show them you love them. Why not show them you love through out the year by doing little things for them, that might not cost you as much money. Why are flowers double or triple in price during that week and don't last as long? Jewellery ads on TV are making me CRAZY! They are advertising pendants for the the one you love, but why would someone want this piece of jewellery that everyone else would be getting? That doesn't seem thoughtful and special to me.... but who am I to judge.

Mood Swings!

2010-02-05T11:47:00.001-08:00

Poor poor Darren.

He gets to put up with my ever so expanding mood swings. One minute I'm angry, then crying, then happy, feel lonely, don't want to be touched. I hope it doesn't get worse, I don't if he will be able to handle it. They have gotten worse over the last couple of weeks. So far I have been able to to keep the worst of it at home and away from work. I'm so glad that I'm not working in retail any more. I don't think I could handle the complaints people would have or if I had made a wrong call.

I tried the prenatal Pilate's with the mat last night. I found it more intense on the arms than the ball, which was more intense on the lower body. I guess I'll have to alternate days and do them both. I have been sleeping good the last couple of nights.

It was CHILLY walking to work this morning. The wind cut through my clothing like a hot knife through butter. Chilled to the bone, brrrrrrr.

We are going to a concert at the Griffin Park Theatre. I think his name is David Myles.

Lack of modivation and BAD eating habits

2010-02-04T14:19:00.000-08:00

First I am going to vent. I have been eating CRAP all week! I had KFC for the first time in a couple of years( it was good but felt horrible after the fact) and McDonald's today!! I have to get back into cooking at home. I find I have no motivation to be in the kitchen or can think of something I would like to make. More veggies and fruit are a must! My stomach is now calling for things that aren't good for me. DANG cravings. I have to remember that I can have treats once in awhile but make sure if I do treat myself then also add a nutritious food with it. Darren's been pretty luck that my cravings haven't been so bad that I want odd foods at odd hours.

The nice thing is I haven't been gaining obscene amount of weight. Basically my weight gain is progressing pretty close to what it should be at this stage. Still I think I should be able to control my eating habits.

On a positive note I have opened and tried my first prenatal Pilate's DVD. The one I tried last night was using the balance ball. It was low impact and I didn't sweat at all but this morning I did feel a few muscles that were a little sore. I am going to try the mat version tonight. I've also been walking to work for the past couple of weeks in all kinds of weather because Darren needs the car to get to work and I am to lazy to get out of bed an hour early to take him. Oh, well it problem better that I walk to work anyways, it wakes me up.

I'm hoping Darren goes running tonight and I can have some time to think of what to make for supper. Maybe I'll make hamburger with mushroom soup sauce and rice with broccoli. Or chicken with rice and broccoli...... Rice for sure.

This weekend since Darren has it off I think we should get some stuff done around the house that we have been putting off........ Filing, recycling, garbage in basement, thank you cards, clean up the spare room so we can figure out what to do with it, straighten the basement, change the hallway burnt out light bulb and see about moving the futon downstairs (might need to get some help woth that one) ...... That should get us through to Sunday :)

Tuesday

2010-02-02T10:47:00.000-08:00

Had a wonderful weekend of nothing. :) Saturday we cleaned the house and did some laundry. Sunday we headed to the Hat for dinner at Mom's. She made turkey! MMMmmm. That evening I took Darren to finally see Avatar in 3D. It was pretty good, beautiful to watch. For not really wanting to see it, I enjoyed it.

Darren was going to try to go to the new track to run but volunteered to help a friend of his move his TV to Airdrie. I tried to wait up for him but I think he got in about 1am ish.... Poor guy he had to be up and ready for 6:30 this morning.

I had to be in to work at 8am for a conference call with the Medicine Hat office. Pretty good call.... I could actually hear most of it. (added bonus)

I got my Pilate's dvd in the mail today! I am hoping to try it out tonight.

Not sure what to have for supper tonight. I know we need to do a little grocery shopping. Last night I had roasted potatoes with lemon pepper, cheese and a little gravy for supper. I was hungry a little bit later craving a grilled cheese sandwich on white.... but we don't have white bread in the house so I used a piece of brown bread and it was satisfying enough.

We finally finished watching our Star Wars marathon on Friday. I hadn't seen 2 and 3. It was interesting watching them again because there is tons of stuff that you miss. The next marathon Darren wants to do is Lord of the Rings. I'm up for it but it might have to be a couple of nights for one movie, especially if he wants to try the extended edition.

I have started to feel a lot more short with clients at work. Especially those that I have had issue with in the past. I'm trying to contain my attitude but it's hard when half the time I'm not realizing I am doing it until after it comes out.

Excercise

2010-01-28T15:07:00.001-08:00

Finding a place in my mind to start some physical activity has been a little bit of a challenge. The first trimester was pure exhausting. I barely got through a day at work without falling asleep at my desk, (no matter how much work I had to do) Now that I am feeling better and a little more energized, I think it's time to get back to it.

So far, I have walked to work for the last 4 work days, it feels so good to be walking to work again. Darren picks me up for lunch and after work, because it has been a little cold out.

I purchased prenatal pilates and prenatal yoga on dvd. I'm patiently waiting for them to come in.......

I am going to put the Wii fit back to use. The jogging on the spot and step aren't too intense so it should be good just to move around while we are watching a hockey game or movie. I want to be healthy for the baby and myself. I am trying to eat healthy meals but some days my stomach only wants certain things (like strawberry ice cream for supper) .

Don't know what to have for supper. I have been munching like normal all day on dried fruit, yogurt, applesauce, (ice cream wafers...), crackers, cheese, so I'm not all the hungry right now but I think by 6 I'm going to be starved! Hopefully Darren has an idea of what he would like.

I think I will suggest to Darren that we go see Avatar this weekend. Poor guy, he's been wanting to see it forever but the timing just hasn't been right. I don't think we are planning to do anything this weekend so it might be a good time to see it.

So exciting

2010-01-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

First, I am feeling SOOO much better. Funny how horrible tasting pills can work so quickly.

On Monday I had a doctors appointment and heard the heart beat for the first time, 120bmp. I wish Darren was able to come and hear but work happens. I found out my blood type is O+. Good to know. My doctor thought I might be further along than we thought, so he scheduled me in for an ultrasound for dating yesterday in Calgary.

So Darren was able to get the day off to come with me. It was torture to have to wait with a full bladder and mine was FULL! But in the end it was worth it. We got to see the baby. I've seen ultrasound picture before and you can't make out the babies head from rump but we got really clear pictures that the Ultrasound guy didn't need to point things out to us. (I think it's becasue of my full bladder) Seeing this has made things much more real. We both had tears in our eyes looking at the screen. Technology like this is really awesome! (He said it looks like I'm 14 weeks and 2 days yesterday, about what I was think give or take a coule of days)

We went for lunch at Diner Deluxe. I had a wonderful trout sandwich with gouda on a multigrain sour dough bread and a lavender lemonade. So yummy! I think Darren had burger and milk shake.

We drove down to Kensington to go to the comic book store, then headed to Toys 'R' Us. Talk about overwhelming! We are so thankful for being able to borrow some stuff from family and friends. It was hard to focus on what we actually need. I think we found a crib we both liked and a theme. The hard thing was anything that we pick has to go with the blue room. I'm not painting it again. We were finding that there was a lot of stuff that was not esstential and over extravagant. We did walk through the toy part and discussed what type of toys we would and wouldn't want our children to have. Loud battery operated toys are not my favorite. Old school thinking toys are the best, creative toys. We are going to try to register at Toys'R'Us.

After we headed to Chinook to look at a few things and stretch our legs. Stokes was having a huge sale so we found a few things that we would eventually need in the kitchen. I was hungrish... so before leaving we headed to the food court. I had the best strawberry ice cream with fresh strawberries from Marble Slab. BEST SUPPER EVER!

We headed home, I feel asleep for a little bit as Darren was singing in the car. I love it when I can close my eyes when he is singing his heart out. So soothing......

It feels so good to be able to sleep through the night or most of it without getting up. I am going to treasure it as long as I can!

2010-01-21T08:39:00.000-08:00

ICK ICK! I've had my first experience with an UTI. Thank goodness for cranberry juice. I think I'm going live on cranberry juice for the rest of the year. I feel better today, which I am glad for and hopefully tomorrow I will feel even better. (It's going to be a long, emotional day). I have a doctors appointment on Monday and I am thinking of waiting until then to get this checked... it is very hard to get in a see a doctor, last time I called It took just shy of 4 weeks. Hopefully with a little bit of Tylenol to help with the slight pain and drinking lots of fluids will help until I can get something from the doctor.

I had a pretty good supper last night. Basically I ate what my stomach would take in. Darren made me some chicken noodle soup (minus the noodles) and ate a quarter bag of soda crackers. It was nice to get something in me that had some sort of substance.

I slept better last night. I went to bed at 11ish (after the Vancouver and Edmonton game), was up at 1:45am and didn't wake up till 6:30am.... I had a full 4 hours of sleep at one time!!! I probably could have slept longer if Darren's alarm didn't go off. But I am very happy about that!