I have a plan. After having a couple of depressing days late last week, I have gotten a bit more sleep and talked to Darren about things. Anyways part of the plan: in Jan the Rec Centre is offering Mom and baby fitness (water fitness geared towards the parent as the baby floats around in a flotation device), and Starfish (swimming lessons for baby) I'm going to join both. It'll be good to meet other parents and take Maria to play in the water. Maria could start these classes next month but I feel more comfortable when she'll be 6 months.
The house is slowly getting cleaned (not just straightened). The outside needs to be done, raking, putting the hose away and trimming the bushes. Hopefully we can work on that Saturday before going to the Hat.