thinking again

It 's been tough. I have been feeling off in the last couple of weeks. I am starting to get an idea of what's been bothering me. I have been feeling stuck in a rut... inside my body. I have a great life, a wonderful husband, and my faith. But there seems like something is out of whack. I tried expressing it yesterday when Darren and I went for a long walk. But it came out in bits and pieces.

Some of the things that I came up with:
1) look more my age
2) feel more my age (I know these two are opposite than anyone wants, looking and feeling older than you look and feel now, unheard of!)
3) eating right, I overall think I am getting pretty good at this but there are times where my will power goes on vacation.
4) wanting to exercise more intensely but having no motivation to
5) having a new girl hired in the office that has more experience and is younger, I shouldn't feel threatened but the feeling is there (her name is Jennifer too, it's crazy to have two Jennifer's in a three person office)
6) planning my sister-in-laws bachelorette party. I still don't know what to do or where to go or stay. At least I know the date :)

We will leave it at there for now. I think I'm going to fill up my coffee cup and get some work done.

Oh! My exciting news of the week!!! We locked in at 3.89% for our mortgage!!

Well done is better than well said.
Benjamin Franklin (1706 - 1790)